Thursday, October 11, 2007;
9:00 PM
hello.im sad.supper.
i wonder why.nowadays we have been quarreling.you rang me up and each and every time we will quarrel.i cant take it anymore.stressed.just why cant you all spend a time with me and listen to me?listen to what i want and we give in to each other instead of quarreling each and everytime?oh.fk it.we always end up crying everytime we quarrel.but whats for?all i ever wanted was simple.just you guys siting down and we talk.cant we do this properly?i did respect you all.but did you?im not a criminal or watsoever.so i hate you to question me as though i am one.you said you dont trust me ever since that day.but seriously.i didnt bluff you in the begining.when i heard about it,im totally disappointed.have you ever care about me?upon hearing this,i can broke into my tears.i still rmb that time when we quarreled.you wanted me to go hme.but now,will you?im all stressed up.but whos know?everyone in my family treat me like a criminal.am i at fault?i wanted to say sry to her.but can i?and how do i open my mouth?roar.i wanna be alone and cry it all out !i know you care for me.but is this the way?they say i have broke you guys heart.but didnt you brk mine too?