Sunday, December 30, 2007;
12:46 AM
hello,money is the cause of everything,fk.im sick and tired of life.ha.ups and downs,too much la.and i seriously didnt take your money today,my dear.i swear,those were the left overs frm last time.and you dont even wanted to give me money,whn i gt nth.and shit you.i only had my lunch today.and luckily,i gt maggie to eat,or i will suffocate to hungry-ness,like ytd.fk,and i really didnt take your money ok,check before you say,i wouldnt want to quarrel,but you sclded me like its my fault and im the one who ir trying to start these problems.now im here to tell you,it wasnt me who tried to start the problem,its you la,pls.get it right before you say.you wouldnt want to give me money,whrever i go,so now youre saying its my fault,just because of two stupid cards and you want me to suffer frm hunger and so on.you are too much la.i started to love you at first again aft our quarrel but now,youre making me trying to dislike you like last time i did,both of you.i cant stand it alrdy la.fk.how can you all be like that?trying to kill me?perhaps la.i cried and i shed over this,but yous seems like yous dont care.nvm,its not worth it.i bang my head and so on,cause i wana throw troubles out.and suckers!i hope i would lost my memories if i can,cause i can forget abt the unhappy past.and pls,dont accuse me of taking your money,i didnt.
& you,though i thought you did nth,but i kno you are such a trayer?omg,fk.how on earth can i trust this person?and how on earth i met you and so on.i hope time would go bck,so tht i wouldnt have met you in the first place.cause i wouldnt even want to.im pissed adn youre making me more pissed.aft hearing wht they say.i think you sucks to the core la.i wouldnt trust you anymore.i hate liars and my dear ones who accused me just because of money.fk.i hate it.so pls,fk off.all problems shoo!
ive finally let out part of my feelings,except for some.ha.and seriously,I HATE FKERS LIKE YOU(:
kk,so today went to town with xinyi shermain and her sister,donavan,shien and grace and her brother.thn walk walk and ivan joined us ltr.watched i am legend and thn mrt hme.i only ate lunch,and lucky,theres some instant left,which i can eat,unlike ytd.
ohhh!shoo shoo shooo~i hope problems would go away sooner or lter.i really hope so,youre making me sick.puke*******