Monday, March 10, 2008;
3:02 PM
hello everyone,and ya,tmr is my birthday.and i aint feeling veyr happy / happy abt it.ive just cried,because of this and tht.fk man!i should be happy?!but wyhy,am i feeling so sad abt it.i dont feel like celebrating it anymore.cause i know i wont be happy,how how,how can i smile for the whole day?i dont like this,i shouldnt be siting here crying it out,
im confused,im sad,imm lost.i dont know wht can i do,its just sucks like hell,i dont like the way you treated me,and i dont like you guys controlling my lifes(not parents)!i hate it,its me.why cant i be the one asking you all to hlp me just for one day?its only for today,and ya.i go there,there wont be any frens tht i really know.and i dont like it seriously,and you wanted me to do this at there.sh!t.have you guys ever consider my feelings?im tired of this and tht.stop it,and i cant jolly well take it anymore,fk you !
i need someone to hear me out,