Friday, March 14, 2008;
11:35 PM
hello,monday,went school,thn went take photo with teng and bluffed her go tuition with me HAHAAA!obi gd.ha!thn ltr do this do tht and then went chalet then 12am cut cake,my birthday,ha!i shld be happy man(: thn it was very fun,went to play maze and it was really fun(:
tuesday,
went out with xinyi grace and shien and weijie,ha!its was fun also,but we went out quite late,ya,quite late.thn went hg mall eat and buy contacts thn ltr went to vivo city,followed by chalet,cause xinyi is cuting cake!haaa,happy for her!(: and fire**** thn ltr went hme aft tht,ha!cheer up grace!(:
wednesday,thursday,friday
went to camp,ha,quite fun la.i like doing the punishment in the rain,ha,its shiock man!but im aching all over(:
and im bck,ha,im feeling so saed and some sorts of disappointed,why?fk, man!im feeling damn bad!youre the one who says you all are concern abt me,and suddenly care abt this and tht,and thn youre the one now who doesnt listen to me whn im talking,you do things your own ways,in your stubborn thinking manner,have you all ever think abt how ppl feel?oh,fking shit,and you all only blame stuffs to me,giving me those unecssary stuffs tht i dont need,fk.im here trying to tell you all abt wht happend and so on,and how i felt,because you all said i didnt told you all wht i wanted,thn now,im telling you all stuffs abt it and see wht i get in return,a change of topics,im sick and tired alrdy.seriously,if you are interested in wht im saying,i will be glad.but if youre not,dont tell me tht you are and thn dont care abt it.cause it sucks.maybe you all shld tried to imagine whn youre asked to say abt stuffs tht you all think you need to say and thn they actually ignored you.oh come on,stop it,i hate everyone,seriously.and i dont need you all now,cause i cant felt the way you all gave me last time.and i dont feel like telling wht happend anymore,ya and i will just keep it to myself,by thn,you shldnt asked me how i felt alrdy,because im disappointed in you guys alrdy!i have been trying to cheer up whnever i can,but i cant?ha.wtf is this,i really hate you all,and you can complained tht im being the one unreasonable,fk,.i just dont know wht you want frm me!
Staring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He’s pulling up in the driveway and you don’t make a sound
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say
You’re always gonna be afraid
There’s only hate
There’s only tears
There’s only pain
There is no love here
So what will you do?
There’s only lies
There’s only fears
There’s only pain
There is no love here
Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
And if these walls could talk, they would have so much to say
Cause every time you fight the scars are gonna heal
But they’re never gonna go away
There’s only hate
There’s only tears
There’s only pain
There is no love here
So what will you do?
There’s only lies
There’s only fears
There’s only pain
There is no love here
So what will you do?
You’re falling
You’re screaming
You’re stuck in the same old nightmare
He’s lying
You’re crying
There’s nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here
Kick the door