Sunday, March 09, 2008;
7:30 PM
hello,and ya.saturday,
went out with mum,bought some clothes.ha!thn went hme.roar,im being such a gd girl nowadays man!sunday,
i didnt went out,haha!shiock,cause i wana recover my voice!roar.i felt tht i cant bear it anymore,stupid voice.
and ya,my birthday is coming,11 march,cool?lmao,but im anit feeling very happy abt it,quite moodless,quite sad?ha,i broswed through stuffs and i realise tht i missed everything i had in the past,roar!ahaa,rofl.i want to be happy and i need to as my birthday is coming,and everyone wld stay happy during their birthday wont they?so,i must be happy,i shallnt cry this few days and i cant let myself cry!and basically happiness is my wish for everything,and ya,correct!so i must feel great and happy abt it.i would try my best.and yep.ha!i regreted,but it anit my fault isit it?aiyo!why is tht i felt like you pushed everything to me?last time we arent like tht,but this yr,youve changed?or perhaps your thinking?i felt different with you,i think you felt same dont you?but i still treat you as a very gd fren,but does you?i wanted to tell you things,but i can see tht you just simply dont care.rofl,wht am i thinking?haa,why isit so differnt?just one yr,and its like my fault,i dont like it.shit,but wht for im feeling this way?i think you wont care too?ya,a "best,trueful fren i had"