hello everyone,
im glad tht everything's fine for me today,because im totally scare and afraid of wht i might seee.ha,be happy for me,as im alright alrdy.im happy for myself also,thanks for the courage i had everyone.
so,ive read your blog,and im sure im partly at faul,im sorry,but thn ,we dont have to do everything and end it in this way,maybe like i say,we should had a talk,so tht we can see whts happening,i dont want to lose someone like you,you understand?!seriously,i doesnt want to.believe me or not,its up to you.i guess ive nth much to say abt it thn,i can only say,i understand how you felt,because its happening to me also.
another thing ive to post it all out,because im forgeting you now.i remembered how we met and so,and how you pushed me to others and not telling me how you felt.youve told me once,but i doesnt believe,because its just too sudden,ever since aft tht,you had never tell me again,and started to push me to other people.im sad.but theres nth i can do.i remembered how we cycle tgt,ha,how you pick me up,and i told you i was afraid but you were there for me.ive lose you,because i doesnt believe in you.you said we were to cycle once again,and you were to pick me up again,but thn you didnt.im waiting,but its just too long,maybe you have forgotten it as well,so im now blogging and posting,to tell you tht,im forgeting you(: i like the way you always tease me,because it makes me felt so happy.i hope ,if theres still another chance,we can cycle together,and you tell me how you felt,dont hide it to yourself.since its over alrdy,im not thinking abt it anymore.
ok,bck to today,
nth special,spent my day in the hospital and went chinatown afterward.ha!
ive decided not to do sth bad alrdy,because we have exchanged terms and i promised!(: