Wednesday, May 14, 2008;
3:17 AM
hello,ytd i was high,ha!because it was fun.yes.mabo.i was happy,very.but my marks was the start of everything,of wht i did.the rest was just family problems,and other problems.so,my marks is like hell,come on everybody,take a look at it.
chem-18/70(fail terribly)
geo-12/50(fail again)
ss-13/50(it wasnt anit better)
emaths paper 1-34/60(just passed,dissapointed,because i can score very well,thanks to my carelesness)
emaths paper 2-33/80(nice one.)
amaths-34/80(fk,i cn get very high man,but im quite happy with it,because alot ppl gt 10 plus only)
english paper 2-31/50(tht was fine,it was counted as high,teacher was shock,she said i had never produced such gd results in class before,chongwen wanted to commit suscide,because his eng was best and he only scored one mark higher than me)
literature paper 1,unseen prose-15/25(it was badly done!
paper 2,shakespears-15/25, 14/25(bother paper was purely tycho)
tht it,every results here.ha!i felt so sad and angry for my chem,and i started to hate her for everything related to chem,because she,no,i shld say they suck to the hell,FUCKERs.so,aft school,slacked ard,i was crazy,so as my frens.went hme aft tht,i was all stressed up,by money ,by friends, by results,ha.fucker.i want to give up alrdy,only pp and baobei know actually how i felt,yes.
today.
get bckk all my paper,ha.ws listed on top,i was lazy to seperate them,because it wld be confusing,ok im so naggy here.aft school went ard slack,eat and so on.went to play carpark catching.ha!it was fun man.and i cried man,ha.lucky there was people ard me,who are trying to comforting me,and trying to dig out wht happend.ha!my heart hurts, like hell.why wld family quarrel over money?it shld be their job to look aft us,spent the money on us,let us study,and we will return them whn we grow up.but why does tht i everytime wanted to study or so,they were the ones who were actually pulled me down,and pour cold blanket on me,and thus,i cant really concentrate and i started to give up bit by bit.does they know wht th was meant to?ha,no to them.yes,i have friends who pull me up whn i fall,they were thn the ones who gave me confident and so.so,if my fren cld,why could not my parents?and they blamed me for money,i was broke also,birhtday presents,they didnt give me money,i used my own,mother day,they didnt share,i used my own,i lend my family money also,and they didnt reurned.so now,im broke,really broke.theres still lots of things i haven even bought yet,lots of things i wanted,ha,impossible.so,i went ard borrowing money frm people,but i tried to pay them bit by bit.ha!
haaa,but lucky i have friends leh!la dey.ha.im contented with my friends,the ones who i truely gave up was my family,the ones who were closest to me.ha!im use to it alrdy.
yes,so my friends cheered me up,im happy thn,followed by crazy,they were funny.ha,im gng marina eat steamboat soon!with my bloody ass friends,ha!