wlao,im so bored.ha!aiya,he didnt get to reply me.fk.ha!im now telling you,I MISS YOU,YOU STUPID ASSHOLE.
yes,imy.ha.but there is still nth i can do altough i miss-ed you.because we are over,or shld i say,we didnt even started in the first place?fk,im really regret damn lot.imy, boy,really.but wht can i say?youre gone already.hhaa,wlao,i cant bear it.ha.ever since youve moved to somewhere esle,you seldom contact me ,thn sooner ,we didnt even contact alrdy.so ,wht could i have to say?youve been a changed person ,and youre not like the past alrdy.youve have changed,to worse.im disappointed abt it.hhaa.is tht how we shld end?ha.we shouldnt have met in the first place.the most memorable was tht you cycle me.yes,it was fun and it was thrilling as well.yes,now i dont think abt it anymore,and soon,you will be out of my life.haa.its abt two years alrdy ,tht you were in my mind you asshole.i miss-ed th chance too.but now tht i still think of you,and i hope to sms you,but,youve alrdy changed and moved,so,i dont think its a gd idea to do so.i hope tht next time,if you ever like another person or so,just tell her,and not to let her guess or wht,but tell your friends tht you like her,but not telling her,and thn pushes her to other people,and gave her up to your friends,and you,yourself live in miserable and so on,which you doesnt want the ending to be.you were thn drunk,thn phoned her,tell her everything,thn she knew whts going on,but thn you were drunk,so,you dont remebered telling her wht thing,and so,you continue to hide your feelings for her,and not telling her how you felt,but your friends.she actually liked you as well,but thn you just hide your feelings,so did she.so one day,you asked her ,but you sound-ed very drunk,so,she doesnt take it seriously and she rejected,because she doesnt know if youre speaking the truth,or just tht youre drunk and spill nonsense.at tht moment,she regreted,but you,called again and said you wont ever ask her again.so,wht kind of guy are you?coward?asshole?you gave up so easily on her,meaning tht you doesnt like her tht much or you just dont dare?if tht was the case,you wouldnt be drunk in the first place and called her.wht a coward?come on ,youre a guy,not a girl.and thn,we both ended up like tht,both liked each other,but you didnt say,and she didnt say.so,your ways of forgeting her is to stop calling her up,get yourself drunk or so everyday,in order to forget her?and your way is to move to another place?you know how i felt,because i know you knew.because ive once tell you.so,is tht the way?fk.ha.i dont wish to say you anymore,its pointless now.im just leting out how i felt.you stupid asshole.whts the point of calling you up again whn now,we're alrdy like tht,and now,we live by ourseleves.wht you promised you didnt do it.you promised to celebrate my birthday with me,and on tht very day,you were drunk,and you just tell me happy birthday ,and you will look me up tmr?ha,thn the very next day,im at camp alrdy.so you didnt celebrated with me.and on your birthday,i did bck the same thing,i promised and i didnt turned up.and so,i was down also,i chated with another guy,and thn you scolded me?wth?and you were scared tht im angry,so you said sorry and pleased me.fk.you will only know how to hide things,which you think will make you happy.you think only tht i will be happy only if i was with aother person.tht whts you think,not me,stupid idiot.im now forgeting you alrdy ass,dont regret wht you ever done,because its pointless now!
ha.yes,i felt so gd aft leting it all out.haahaha.
im sick ,coughing,suck man!ha.wanted to go for movie tmr,but thn its only with limited places,wtf?and i need to buy some stuffs,bt thn it seemed like no people.and tht bloody bird,if tmr you cant wake up on time or you went sentosa,i will kill you the next time i see you,asshole.