hello everyone.
i didnt blog for few days.ya,slacking with the same people and doing the same thing.
so wht?look down on me for doing such things?ha,i dont really care.and why,did you throw my bottle away,i am me.you cant like tht.and you have no link in talking!im so fking frustrated and sad alrdy,and you still scld me?wtf is tht?
ytd,monday.
i didnt went for tuition.aft school slacking with the same ppl,thn at night also,thn i was sad,down and fking fk up.ive cried for 2 hrs,surprisingly,nobody knows,and you even scld me.luckily,there were people who cheered me up and im glad,aft a long cry,and walk and run?i went hme,slp.half way,marvyn is gd,hes a gd person.he cheers people up!and he cheers me up,thanks leonardlee as well,although tht you were abit late,but you still showed your concern to me(:
marvyn,really thanks alot for cheering me up,because aft i read your msg ,i laughed and smiles and im glad.thanks alot,a thousand and hundreds thank you,really.and sry if i didnt reply you,because,perhaps i slept alrdy.
YOURE REALLY A GD FRIEND!I TREASURE YOU!
and so,i slept at night ytd,and i dont wish to continue thn.
today.
go for aces remedial.ya,waited for donavan.thn went sk.ya,you all didnt tell me tht he was there,thn i wont go do tht alrdy.ha!thn someone threw mine away.saw alot people,make alot fo friends.saw melvin as well,and clara and so on.alot!ha.yes,it comes to my mind whr who are those people tht i rmb!ok,i didnt know wht am i saying.so ltr on,cabbed to meet xy,baobei.ha!was glad tht she and her bf was gd alrdy!happy.thn people come giving me money,i didnt know why.dont treat me so gd if you all arent gng to care for me alright?!and sandy,ya,i wld try.i know how you felt,because you told me tht you are heartpain!im so touch alright.ha!
bt who knows wht im thinking now,ha!so,ltr ws ans xy went hme,and left me alone.i asked them to go.idk why,i suddenly dont feel like contacting anyone,and i wish to be alone.and i sms her tht msg.im sry,it was out of rush,i didnt know wht im doing as well,im down.
everyone can say they concern and care for their friends,but who knows who really care,who can be trusted,who are the real friends,who are those tht i can turst and so?nobody knows,because we doesnt know wht theyre thinking,you can said with your mouth,tht you care for me,but thn in your heart,you were just saying it for fun.it hurts alright?!understood?!(ps,its written for friends,but not bf,because i have no bf and crush on anyone)
and wht hurts the most is this,i shld have found it long ago,you loved cared for her?ha,im too dumb,still thinking of contacting you.ha,nvm.its over alrdy.nvm!you know you hurts me the most,seriously.i dont know why,but how can you like tht?ha,over alrdy.so i shall nt care abt you anymore,you this FKER!