boooo.

2008-07-12T13:02:00.000-07:00

hello everyone,its been a long time since i ever post.
ha,thanks onion for sending me to school and hme each time!hahaaa.and ebing thr whn im sad.
ya,it happend,my mum found out,and she almos send me to police.ha!im super down tht time,not because of this,ut also because of wlaneh.tsk.
i thought i have forgotten you long time ago,bt seriously,i haven.i dont know why,aft you,i felt so devoted to you.ya,im so sad,for falling so deep into you.i did alot of things for you,bt you will never know and so.i told myself each time,tht you alrdy have a gf and you two are very long alrdy,wht for i still cant get over you,but seriously,i cnt.shit!you treated me so gd lat time,and im so touch by you.and the day whn i was sick,you still praised me something and cheer me up,i listen to your story,and you listen to mine,isnt everything great?bt thn,things changed aft tht time,whn i thought you were only playing with me,because youre drunk,so i rejected you.thn everything changed to so differently,esp you.fk you!i hate you now.really.fking ass,dont let me see you anymore,or again,if not i will give you two punches again and say you!and dont you dare to say me bck,because you have no right to do so.bt i think thr wont be a possibility tht i will see you,because,i dont know whn will you be bck thn.i hope youre dead!
recently thr alot of stuffs going ard me,and i dont know whr to start.i just know tht i have let down many people who is ard me,and caring for me.im sorry people,seriously!ha
im at xinyu hse now,and shes doing her make up!hahaa,listening to always be my baby.haha!

2008-07-08T20:26:00.000-07:00

hello,i dont know who to trust!hhaaa.
life is so bored.im tired.im so cute!lmao.

2008-07-06T00:22:00.000-07:00

hello peeps,
ha.im here.recently theres alot of things going on,and i want to thanks friends for being there,esp those tht im very close with right now(: (stehpy,crystal,and my baobei)
ha!lmao.im lazy to say wht happend or so.and im lazy to post as well!ha.
girlfriend,im sorry tht i didnt rang you up at one ytd,because im busy!haaa.and you finally changed the style of asking people for.
ha.and dear yt.dont worried!i will be alright la dey!ha.i wont be bad.tsk,i felt so touch whn you post tht im worried for me siol.i thought it was suspose to be for ts.ha!dont worry anyway,i wont do stupid stuffss.
and im sorry to my fmaily as well!
ha,im really hungry right now.didnt ate alot of foods recently.i keep skipping brkfast or so.ha!maybe thts a gd method to be on diet.im tired right now,and i haven do anything yet.
and as well,i met into a fking sicko tdy.wlao eh!he followed me to my hse and i dont even know who is he.pissed.thn he talk to me,asked me for sth or so.and i was afraid alright,hes really looking damn pervert!ha.fk.so i reached hme,phoned ws,told him.ha!
thn i played piano.ya,i wanna learn bt cant.thts so dumb.
chatting in msn with marvyn now.and alot more.ha!marvyn is damn fun!bt i cant turn up for tmr i suspose,sorry!
to stpeh,ya.i stil have you all.im not gng to cry again!i love you all too!
to baobei:hey,i love you as well,dont be sad alright?!eesing is here!hahaaa.

2008-07-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

hello,
i have been studying very hard,and i guess ,i did.nowadays,i didnt slp in class,i paid attention,esp for bio.jus to pull up my grades.im not sure if im smart,but i know if i work hard,i will get gd grades in turns of reward.i tried my very best to do well,and i think i did,so can you be in the same boat as me and understand tht studying is a very hard thing?put yourself in my shoes,i have to wake up everyday early in the morning,just for school.everyday,i woke up,i told myself tht i didnt wanted to go school,but in the end i went,just because i wanted to study,and i persuaded every of my friends to study.now,i did all my hwks,except for maths,because i cant jolly well find my maths 2 and notebook as well.i think i handed up the wrong bk.so,you wanted me to study,and now,im studying,and youre not beliving me and puting yourself in how i felt.ha,youre such a bad person!i know i had been bad soemtimes,but i still studied and theres arent any bad record in my record.so,do you understand?studying is hard,and i nd time to relax as well.now,even teachers told me,tht i have changed my attitude towards studying,and keep up the gd work,and im happy,becvause teachers seldom praised me like tht.im glad,im happy.i decided to tell you whn i get hme,but thn wht happend in the end?you turned me off.i know i came bck late,but i have my reasons for doing so.the first word you told me as i step into the hse,was tht youre sclding me alrdy.did you hear my reasons?i need time to relax as well as study!thn i told you all the things,but did you believe me?why cant you jsut tell me once tht you believe in me?just because of tht fking accident,and thn you seemed to trust others more than me,even outsiders tht are not very clse to you nowadays!you trusted them,i told you,you dont believ me.tht time you said you trust me,and believe wht i said,because im your daughter,bt thn it doesnt seemed so.because you have been saying and taking the incident as an example to scld me and so.now i realised,why you sclded me for,its because you wanted face.everyone told me tht everyone wld love and care and TRUST their child,but do you?youre baised.you treat him mroe gd than me,seriously,thts wht i felt.now tht everything had changed,and ive adapt to the surroundings and everything,you tried to changed everything again.you tried to turn bck times to those times whn i was in primary school,but you know its hard?its easy for you,because you dont have to conside how i felt.but me,i considered how you felt,because i didnt want you to get worry,i studied hard,because i didnt want you to be sad,i tried to be ggd.because i didnt want you to be alone,i stayed at hme and accompany whnever youre at hme.but how many times are there?you just plan things according to wht you wanted,you wanted to come hme suddenly,and i was scared tht you wld sclded me or so,i went hme early as well.but thn wht?wht happend in the end?fk,rubbish.i know you sometimes did gd things tht were gd to me,i treasured and appreciate it.no matter wht,i still love you all,seriously ,and i hope tht you all too!oneday,we didnt even talked alot,just on phoned,wht can i expect frm you?everysday is the same old phrase,until i can memorise them now.now tht everything had changed alrdy,we dont have to go bck to the past,because its hard for me,really.try thinking in my shoe,i hope it help.
and as for you,i trusted you not to tell them,but instead,you told them.ha,how silly can i be.you even complained me.you said tht was concern,but tht wasnt wht i wanted.dont force me to say anything if i dont feel like saying it out,because its unbearable.i really cant believe tht you backstabbed me on my bck.thts for my own gd?ha,if everythings for my own gd,you shld have listen to me,and not to tell them.concern and care?rubbish,i dont felt it.everyone telling me the same thing,but thn you all dont know wht it is tht exactly happend.i dont want this type,this type of conern and care,i wanted those like my cousins and all those kind.can you all give me?
(ps,im writing this not to make you all feel guilty,but im just stating it out,if really for my own gd,read this and you'll understand wht i wanted and expected frm you all.i know you have been reading my blog sometimes,because you seemed to know alot of things frm here.so read it now,so tht you know whts happening.but dont asked me and talk face to face abt it,because i have alrdy get use to the way whr we comminicate all this problems through sth or so.IM SORRY,BUT I STILL LOVE YOU ALL)
and you,you left me alrdy,wht am i still staying here and thinking of you for?they are right,i shld let you go.since you have her.happy and gd luck!i burned the paper alrdy.i didnt know if its the correct thing and way to do,but i doubt so.
im happy with my friends,my friends accompany and they treat me gd,and they understand me well.i love you all,stephy,xinyi and crystal!
im tired,bye.

2008-07-01T20:54:00.000-07:00

hello everyone.
i didnt blog for few days.ya,slacking with the same people and doing the same thing.
so wht?look down on me for doing such things?ha,i dont really care.and why,did you throw my bottle away,i am me.you cant like tht.and you have no link in talking!im so fking frustrated and sad alrdy,and you still scld me?wtf is tht?
ytd,monday.
i didnt went for tuition.aft school slacking with the same ppl,thn at night also,thn i was sad,down and fking fk up.ive cried for 2 hrs,surprisingly,nobody knows,and you even scld me.luckily,there were people who cheered me up and im glad,aft a long cry,and walk and run?i went hme,slp.half way,marvyn is gd,hes a gd person.he cheers people up!and he cheers me up,thanks leonardlee as well,although tht you were abit late,but you still showed your concern to me(:
marvyn,really thanks alot for cheering me up,because aft i read your msg ,i laughed and smiles and im glad.thanks alot,a thousand and hundreds thank you,really.and sry if i didnt reply you,because,perhaps i slept alrdy.
YOURE REALLY A GD FRIEND!I TREASURE YOU!
and so,i slept at night ytd,and i dont wish to continue thn.
today.
go for aces remedial.ya,waited for donavan.thn went sk.ya,you all didnt tell me tht he was there,thn i wont go do tht alrdy.ha!thn someone threw mine away.saw alot people,make alot fo friends.saw melvin as well,and clara and so on.alot!ha.yes,it comes to my mind whr who are those people tht i rmb!ok,i didnt know wht am i saying.so ltr on,cabbed to meet xy,baobei.ha!was glad tht she and her bf was gd alrdy!happy.thn people come giving me money,i didnt know why.dont treat me so gd if you all arent gng to care for me alright?!and sandy,ya,i wld try.i know how you felt,because you told me tht you are heartpain!im so touch alright.ha!
bt who knows wht im thinking now,ha!so,ltr ws ans xy went hme,and left me alone.i asked them to go.idk why,i suddenly dont feel like contacting anyone,and i wish to be alone.and i sms her tht msg.im sry,it was out of rush,i didnt know wht im doing as well,im down.
everyone can say they concern and care for their friends,but who knows who really care,who can be trusted,who are the real friends,who are those tht i can turst and so?nobody knows,because we doesnt know wht theyre thinking,you can said with your mouth,tht you care for me,but thn in your heart,you were just saying it for fun.it hurts alright?!understood?!(ps,its written for friends,but not bf,because i have no bf and crush on anyone)
and wht hurts the most is this,i shld have found it long ago,you loved cared for her?ha,im too dumb,still thinking of contacting you.ha,nvm.its over alrdy.nvm!you know you hurts me the most,seriously.i dont know why,but how can you like tht?ha,over alrdy.so i shall nt care abt you anymore,you this FKER!

2008-06-25T20:59:00.000-07:00

hello,
posting posting posting.everythings changed!
ha.leave me alone,let me be alone.ha!i nd to study!and yep,i did all my hwks.ha!im so proud,because its a long time ever since i did my hwks.yes,ive made it into study.ha!so now,im left with half a yr or so,i dont want to retain):
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
& ya,i nd to exercise as well,swimming!ha.sucks man.ive been geting fatter and fatter.yucks!hate it man,so im gng for a diet.ha,cool.bt i dont know if i can make it,ha,because basically,im very lazy!
so now,im left with my 2.4 run,yucks.i hate it man.tsk,bt i have to pass!gogoggo eesing!ha,im crazy uh?played volley ball awhile,and i guess,i wanna play it again.its fun leh!im very hyer now?or the opposite?im nto clear as well,because im half tired half hyper.
ha,ya,first day of school i gt caught for hair!tsk!so unlucky.ha!damn damn damn dman damn.so monday didnt do anything ,tuesday met up with friends and study, wednesday finished my hwk and met up with friends at hg.ha!i was so agitated by thn,because youre always like tht,can change your fking attitude?ha!
nvm thn.reached hme ard 7 plus.
so,can i study well?ha,people told me its only 3mins or so!and i wont be studying aft tht.tsk!cant you all gave some encouraging comments to me!
& ya,ive alot of thoughts running through my mind right now,and i didnt know wht to do to solve them?sucks man!i wanted to stop,yea,i must.thoughts thoughts thoughts,its so irritating.
recently im feeling happy!idk!
im in love with tht song.and shld i use the phone?!

2008-06-22T02:06:00.000-07:00

2008-06-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

hello,ha.
i didnt post for quite long,because im having high fever for the past few days.
sentosa-ing quite alot(:
tired**
sth terrible happned.big fk man!its scary alright.ha!
lazy to post.post again ltr(:

2008-06-04T23:23:00.000-07:00

hello,im bored.
haa,fking idiot,i smoke alot.shit man,ive promised not to touch cigs anymore,but thn i touched it the nxt day.and well done,van owe me 5 dollars.ha!but i didnt touch gum alrdy.fk,its super unbearable you know?ha,but for the sake of myself,i will persit or whtever shit it is.hahaa.wlao eh.no cigs,no gum,kill me man.i believed in myself.hahaa.but its more fun to have gum than smoking.yes.
yes,im working for money now.ha.one day 25 dollars.shit,ahhaaa,but its nice working there,yes.it shall be a short post today,quiz and linking and photos will be updated soon,im sry,but im jsut too lazy.
hahaa.
i suspose it was 1st of june,tht i went out w sean,joel,rebecca.it was boring,joel is a scardy cat!haaa.but it was fun.(:
2nd of june clarkquay for cakes.ha,its super delicious,with baobei xinyi and her bro,wb.hahaa.aft tht went to grandma hse to take stuffs,haa.intended to meet ws aft tht,but no time.haa!
3rd of june,
van phoned me.fk,nice morning call,i didnt expect.he wake me up at 10,i ask him to call again at 12,i need to slp,so he phoned me at 12,asking me to wake up,and ncie one,i fall into slp again,thn he phoned at 1 plus,asking me to go bath and meet him.fk,it was super early man,im like slept only at 1am plus ytd.so,went down to meet him,buy cigs and went to amk.haaa.it was very funny.went to amk to find bford.and thn headed bck at hg for pool.meet up with kaupo aftwards,and we went to play pool.lousy van,lose to me.hahaaa!thn played and played and hme aftwards.oh ya,ws came to find me today as well,but he left aft awhile,his hand was swollen because he fight ytd,haaa,dumb bird.
4th of june,
meet up with denton,daryl,kaven,dawn,teng.went to changi airport.dawn didnt taged along.aft changi airport,went to hg mall.fk,age limit.cant go in.haaa!thn headed to green and meet up with kaupo again.played pool and headed hme aftwards.
haa,come on predator,want play,FK you upside down.i know youre not happy with me for complaining to him,but fk,wht can you do thn?fking cb,you want play find other people,dont find me.but maybe if im having a gd mood,i can play with you,but so sad,i dk each time you called,im feeling damn angry.ha!fking cb.if youre not happy,you can jolly well complain to him as well,but its your bloody fking fault for making me first,or maybe playing with me first.know your limits man,i know your birthday is coming,and ya,i wont wish you happy birthday,like wht i said to him.haaa.get yourself off my live,go take your drugs and stop saying tht im disconnect alrdy,because fking cb,i didnt touch gum for one week alrdy,so im still connected,and the one who is disconnect i suspose,shld be you,bloody cb.i can jolly well play with you aft tht.
thank y* for hlping me.hahaa!meet up guys real soon!wait until im doen with my stuffs,and aft tht,i will be having my night life bck with you all!ahaa(:

2008-05-30T01:08:00.000-07:00

wlao,im so bored.ha!aiya,he didnt get to reply me.fk.ha!im now telling you,I MISS YOU,YOU STUPID ASSHOLE.
yes,imy.ha.but there is still nth i can do altough i miss-ed you.because we are over,or shld i say,we didnt even started in the first place?fk,im really regret damn lot.imy, boy,really.but wht can i say?youre gone already.hhaa,wlao,i cant bear it.ha.ever since youve moved to somewhere esle,you seldom contact me ,thn sooner ,we didnt even contact alrdy.so ,wht could i have to say?youve been a changed person ,and youre not like the past alrdy.youve have changed,to worse.im disappointed abt it.hhaa.is tht how we shld end?ha.we shouldnt have met in the first place.the most memorable was tht you cycle me.yes,it was fun and it was thrilling as well.yes,now i dont think abt it anymore,and soon,you will be out of my life.haa.its abt two years alrdy ,tht you were in my mind you asshole.i miss-ed th chance too.but now tht i still think of you,and i hope to sms you,but,youve alrdy changed and moved,so,i dont think its a gd idea to do so.i hope tht next time,if you ever like another person or so,just tell her,and not to let her guess or wht,but tell your friends tht you like her,but not telling her,and thn pushes her to other people,and gave her up to your friends,and you,yourself live in miserable and so on,which you doesnt want the ending to be.you were thn drunk,thn phoned her,tell her everything,thn she knew whts going on,but thn you were drunk,so,you dont remebered telling her wht thing,and so,you continue to hide your feelings for her,and not telling her how you felt,but your friends.she actually liked you as well,but thn you just hide your feelings,so did she.so one day,you asked her ,but you sound-ed very drunk,so,she doesnt take it seriously and she rejected,because she doesnt know if youre speaking the truth,or just tht youre drunk and spill nonsense.at tht moment,she regreted,but you,called again and said you wont ever ask her again.so,wht kind of guy are you?coward?asshole?you gave up so easily on her,meaning tht you doesnt like her tht much or you just dont dare?if tht was the case,you wouldnt be drunk in the first place and called her.wht a coward?come on ,youre a guy,not a girl.and thn,we both ended up like tht,both liked each other,but you didnt say,and she didnt say.so,your ways of forgeting her is to stop calling her up,get yourself drunk or so everyday,in order to forget her?and your way is to move to another place?you know how i felt,because i know you knew.because ive once tell you.so,is tht the way?fk.ha.i dont wish to say you anymore,its pointless now.im just leting out how i felt.you stupid asshole.whts the point of calling you up again whn now,we're alrdy like tht,and now,we live by ourseleves.wht you promised you didnt do it.you promised to celebrate my birthday with me,and on tht very day,you were drunk,and you just tell me happy birthday ,and you will look me up tmr?ha,thn the very next day,im at camp alrdy.so you didnt celebrated with me.and on your birthday,i did bck the same thing,i promised and i didnt turned up.and so,i was down also,i chated with another guy,and thn you scolded me?wth?and you were scared tht im angry,so you said sorry and pleased me.fk.you will only know how to hide things,which you think will make you happy.you think only tht i will be happy only if i was with aother person.tht whts you think,not me,stupid idiot.im now forgeting you alrdy ass,dont regret wht you ever done,because its pointless now!
ha.yes,i felt so gd aft leting it all out.haahaha.
im sick ,coughing,suck man!ha.wanted to go for movie tmr,but thn its only with limited places,wtf?and i need to buy some stuffs,bt thn it seemed like no people.and tht bloody bird,if tmr you cant wake up on time or you went sentosa,i will kill you the next time i see you,asshole.

2008-05-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

hello everybody,i want to go dhoby ghaut man!ha,stupid bloody asshole big bird.

2008-05-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

hello everyone,
im glad tht everything's fine for me today,because im totally scare and afraid of wht i might seee.ha,be happy for me,as im alright alrdy.im happy for myself also,thanks for the courage i had everyone.
so,ive read your blog,and im sure im partly at faul,im sorry,but thn ,we dont have to do everything and end it in this way,maybe like i say,we should had a talk,so tht we can see whts happening,i dont want to lose someone like you,you understand?!seriously,i doesnt want to.believe me or not,its up to you.i guess ive nth much to say abt it thn,i can only say,i understand how you felt,because its happening to me also.
another thing ive to post it all out,because im forgeting you now.i remembered how we met and so,and how you pushed me to others and not telling me how you felt.youve told me once,but i doesnt believe,because its just too sudden,ever since aft tht,you had never tell me again,and started to push me to other people.im sad.but theres nth i can do.i remembered how we cycle tgt,ha,how you pick me up,and i told you i was afraid but you were there for me.ive lose you,because i doesnt believe in you.you said we were to cycle once again,and you were to pick me up again,but thn you didnt.im waiting,but its just too long,maybe you have forgotten it as well,so im now blogging and posting,to tell you tht,im forgeting you(: i like the way you always tease me,because it makes me felt so happy.i hope ,if theres still another chance,we can cycle together,and you tell me how you felt,dont hide it to yourself.since its over alrdy,im not thinking abt it anymore.
ok,bck to today,
nth special,spent my day in the hospital and went chinatown afterward.ha!
ive decided not to do sth bad alrdy,because we have exchanged terms and i promised!(:

2008-05-27T23:19:00.000-07:00

hello,im here to blog again.
ive gt alot of ups and downs this days.im sad,but im also happy,happy tht i get a cleaer picture of everything.sad tht theres alot of conflicts gng on between us,disappointed tht sth had happend between us,tht some sort distort us or so.conufsed tht i doesnt know wht to do now,to make sure tht everything go bck to the past.
its been 4 days since my best friend leave for beijing.ha!im missing her like hell.
theres alot of things happening nowadays,i need time to recover and to get bck.im sorry if i had hurt you or so,or maybe you wouldnt give a damn to it as well,but im here telling you,youve disappointed me alot,because i trusted you alot in the first place.ha!maybe im just too foolish.
ive nth to say,because i doesnt know wht to do,if you are still thinking abt the problems,be frank and tell me the truth of wht youre thinking,because many people are telling me different stuffs which i doesnt know who to believe at all.
and im disappointed tht you actually left for them,or perhaps you left for them as i ignored all your callings,letters,smses,or so.maybe youre pissed.bt some sort,you shldnt have like tht,idk at all wht you all are thinking.in my point of views,i think we shld sit down and trash everything out.perhaps its the best ways for us.since you left for them,i leave as well,or so.im not quite sure abt it.maybe after awhile,i wld feel btr nd know how to face you all again,now.i doesnt know whos speaking the truth and whos not speaking the truth,i doesnt know how to face you all,i apologise.but ive once tell you,youre my very best friend,and i hope we can be forever.
i need time to cool myself down,idk whn i will think out of the box,or so.bt i will only thn know how to face you guys again.please dont blame sq for everything,because hes innocent,in the first place,i knw abt all this its because ive found out myself and i forced him to say,its not his fault,so dont be mad at him,maybe everyone of us shld think properly abt wht we have done,whether is it correct anot,not abt the bad points but abt everything.yes,think,self reflect.hahaha!
thanks van,beau and alot more for comforting me.ha!im happy abt it,and as well as dawn and sq!ha.
so,ive been attending remedials everyday,wlao,but its fun.haaa!wht a rainy day it is,i was drenched.so this week was a boring week,with remedials and all.
im scare,scare abt tmr stuffs.im scare tht i wld have to go in again,because im having a bad feeling abt the results tmr.im really scare abt tmr.god,save me please,if not,hlp me.i wldnt wanted to go bck in again!it sucks and the feeling is shag.i regreted of wht ive dones in the past alrdy.pls,i doesnt want to go in.everyone pray for me man!

2008-05-23T23:44:00.000-07:00

hello everybody,
i just got hm=X
oh,today was a bored day,come on,i wanna be high.ha!im alrdy in a high high mood,this morning,pp sms me,say she dont dare,thn i replied with caplocks,yes,i gace her courage,im so gd!so,she waited and waited and finally,somebody sms her!haha.she was happy of course,and im happy for her as well,gd luck to her man!she was feeling so abd mood today,finally she cheers alrdy!
ha,ok,enough of her,ha,just wanna say gd luck.and fk,im having leg cramps!
today at school,like hell,cab to school,thn return my friend money,thn i have gt no money left aft i lend her,ha!one day 7$,wtf?im so boring,yes,9.35am,school dismissed,im down for every remedial,god,save me.my ptm(parent teacher meeting) was like 3.30pm at first,wtf,i waited for ard 3 hrs for my dad to come,he came early.ha!lucky.before tht i was so bored tht me,sq,and pp went to take mrt to everywhr and thn take bck,ha!we are so lame.thn ltr return bck to school,i was so boring and tired,pp read her story book and i felt aslp,waken up by sq call,asshole!ha,thn follwed by my dad,pp was still wondering,why he didnt msg her!ha,i asked her to be patient man!so,i rang up mr ho and mr tan,informing them tht my dad coming early,
nice one,they both reported to the classroom,thinking my dad came alrdy,ha!thn we had a great chat.thn john ong mom came,wlao,40 mins they talked.my dad came aft tht,waited for ard 30 mins i susposed.ha!they talk alot,my dad is funny,he keep saying lame stuffs to the teacher and my friends,but hes funny!ha!so we talked and they talked,ard 30 mins,my ptm ened.it was like the same,but im happy to hear,the teacher say my attitude had changed alrdy,thn my dad said:her conduct shld be bad,why isit a good?
lame him,
thn they teacher replied:because she had changed her attitude and its ncie tht she changed,and she didnt get into trouble anymore.
my dad:but she wasnt like tht at hme,kns her.
ha!tht was funny.
the teacher told my dad tht i always didnt come school,ha!lousy asss,i only didnt went for a few times,which is like everyfriday ro thursday i ddint go school,because it was boring.
the teacher then asked for my mc,
thn my dad said:she didnt come school is her problem,why didnt you call and tell me?mc buy alrdy waste money only,why must buy,you shld go ask her why she didnt go school,and its her responsiblity to answer tht.
(the teacher phoned my parents tht day,and told them i didnt report for school again)
ha,im shocked tht my dad replied him in this way,ha!
im so lamed,ha!thn they say i keep slping in class,didnt pay attention,and i was asked to stay bck everyday aft school,because my parents and teachers dont want me to hang out tht late.thn continued was rubbish.
anyway,ptm wasnt tht bad after all,they didnt say me much and surprisingly,my dad didnt scld me,i think he get use to it alrdy!so,fetched huiyu to mrt,so tht she can take mrt to go hme and my dad drop me hme and left again,i was alone.was super boring aft tht,dad bought food hme for me,aft tht he went out,alone again.im so boring,chated with jasper,he was so funny,IM MORE POWER ALRIGHT!
thn xinyu came my hse,phoned sean,because i was bored,chated,and thn hanged.aft xinyu left,i went down to meet big bird,tht bloody bird.thn we walked to 684 to buy his stupid cigs,thn he treated me drinks,thn slack ard tht area and went bck my hse there again.stupid bloody bird,keep hiting my head!im short alrdy!
thn chated awhile at downstair,with darren they all,ha.thn came up.so phoned sean again,because i said i will call him bck ltr.ha!thn we chated,brother was hme,to change his clothes,thn went out again.kns.
i bath,eat and cook magiee,shit,it was inedible.my dad said the noodle was hard,soup was tasteless,egg kns.im a failure cheif.i rmb i set a kitchen on fire at my friend hse.ha!
sososososo,im bored again,and my phone was ringing, continuously.i wonder if i shld go down again,but its so boring!maybe i will just go awhile.ha,but i wont ton with them(:
ok,everyone,esp sq,pp,and those who were ard me,i promise tht i try to quit everything already,ive been a bad bad girl,by sking,ha!im so evil.ha,nvm,im quiting alrdy!and i wont go pg-ing again,because alot people know,and they disagree!ha.i was hited by the head,for pg-ing.ha!im gng to quit!ha!cool man!
thanks everybody,and bye(:
its such a long post.

2008-05-23T08:42:00.000-07:00

ok everyone,my fking com had the fking problem now,i cant link you guys up today,.i shall link you all another,im sorry!):
i cant even log in friendster):

2008-05-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

hahaa,i guess i didnt post for a long time alrdy,perhaps a few days.
ha!im so boring,this few days im out,and i only reutrn at night,so im lazy to post and went to bed.recently,i went to bed veyr early,i also dont know why.ytd celebrated mother day at my grandma hse.i know mother day is over,but we celebrated it only ytd.ha!and right,im still lacking for money,and holidays are coming,gosh,no money,how am i going to live without it,esp during holidays.oh no,kill me man,ha!im so lame alright.
saturday was a night out at bugis,with my dear friends.frienday i didnt went school.and tht fking teacher phoned my parents.hahaa,i didnt go school for just one day in tht week,and he told my parents tht i didnt go for two days in tht week,oh.gosh,craps.im going to find him tmr(:
went to denton hse on friday,actually was suspose to accompany my dear friend to nyp to pass sth to her dear bf,but im lazy.ha!so went denton hse with huiyu and so on,ate there.ha!it was fun,didnt went out at night,and my friends told me tht it was amazing.ha!i slept early tht night,with ym hp off,and i slept well.ha!no one to disturb me!nice one man,and so,i gt people calling me the next morning,to ask why was my phone off-ed.ha!
ha,i wonder if tmr im going school anot,its so boring,but i need to accompany my pp(:
its vesak day today,HAPPY VESAK DAY!(:
i guess everyone is out alrdy,because its a holidays,but ims till at home,my bloody friends are still in their bed.
im suspose to work today,but i cant wake up,so,ha.missed it.no work ,no money.die man!everythings is all abt money,walao eh.i wanna get new jobs,but i dont know whr to start,sucker man!
yes,im boring.so i watched made of honour just not,and it wasnt as nice as i think it was.ha!(:
im tired,im slepy,because i gt nth to do.it rather bored to be at hme.
but the weather is hot for me to go out now.ha!can spore snow pls!(:
yes,im now bored enough to do everything.and.im going to do exercises now,in my hse.using the running machine i susposed.ha!im going to run,to walk,to jog,sit ups and so on,just to occupy my time.ha!bye man!(:

2008-05-14T03:17:00.000-07:00

hello,
ytd i was high,ha!because it was fun.yes.mabo.i was happy,very.but my marks was the start of everything,of wht i did.the rest was just family problems,and other problems.so,my marks is like hell,come on everybody,take a look at it.
chem-18/70(fail terribly)
geo-12/50(fail again)
ss-13/50(it wasnt anit better)
emaths paper 1-34/60(just passed,dissapointed,because i can score very well,thanks to my carelesness)
emaths paper 2-33/80(nice one.)
amaths-34/80(fk,i cn get very high man,but im quite happy with it,because alot ppl gt 10 plus only)
english paper 2-31/50(tht was fine,it was counted as high,teacher was shock,she said i had never produced such gd results in class before,chongwen wanted to commit suscide,because his eng was best and he only scored one mark higher than me)
literature paper 1,unseen prose-15/25(it was badly done!
paper 2,shakespears-15/25, 14/25(bother paper was purely tycho)
tht it,every results here.ha!i felt so sad and angry for my chem,and i started to hate her for everything related to chem,because she,no,i shld say they suck to the hell,FUCKERs.so,aft school,slacked ard,i was crazy,so as my frens.went hme aft tht,i was all stressed up,by money ,by friends, by results,ha.fucker.i want to give up alrdy,only pp and baobei know actually how i felt,yes.
today.
get bckk all my paper,ha.ws listed on top,i was lazy to seperate them,because it wld be confusing,ok im so naggy here.aft school went ard slack,eat and so on.went to play carpark catching.ha!it was fun man.and i cried man,ha.lucky there was people ard me,who are trying to comforting me,and trying to dig out wht happend.ha!my heart hurts, like hell.why wld family quarrel over money?it shld be their job to look aft us,spent the money on us,let us study,and we will return them whn we grow up.but why does tht i everytime wanted to study or so,they were the ones who were actually pulled me down,and pour cold blanket on me,and thus,i cant really concentrate and i started to give up bit by bit.does they know wht th was meant to?ha,no to them.yes,i have friends who pull me up whn i fall,they were thn the ones who gave me confident and so.so,if my fren cld,why could not my parents?and they blamed me for money,i was broke also,birhtday presents,they didnt give me money,i used my own,mother day,they didnt share,i used my own,i lend my family money also,and they didnt reurned.so now,im broke,really broke.theres still lots of things i haven even bought yet,lots of things i wanted,ha,impossible.so,i went ard borrowing money frm people,but i tried to pay them bit by bit.ha!
haaa,but lucky i have friends leh!la dey.ha.im contented with my friends,the ones who i truely gave up was my family,the ones who were closest to me.ha!im use to it alrdy.
yes,so my friends cheered me up,im happy thn,followed by crazy,they were funny.ha,im gng marina eat steamboat soon!with my bloody ass friends,ha!

2008-05-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

yo everyone,sentosa trip,it was fun.i shall post another day.my brother want to use com(: i gt abit tann-er!

2008-05-10T21:03:00.000-07:00

hello everybody,
pictures wld be uploaded few days ltr.
ha,i realised now,tht our class is so un co-operative.just because they dont want to get black then they dont want go.ha,im not shooting anybody here.its just a fact now(:
you can get pissed with me for saying tht to you,but you will never understand.ya,who knows,wht im thinking or so?ha.a gd person difficult to be,so i will be the bad one uh?you can think im unreasonable for tht,but think in my shoe la.i didnt meant to say to you tht,but i cant control uh?so many things happening now,you see im happy?everythings come to me,and im restricted to do sth which will make me happy,fk man.
skipped tuition today,so i didnt return tuition fee today(: ha,my brother gng to army in a few days,ha!
i really cant take it alrdy,fk la.everything push on me thn.ccb.
i guess only tht person know wht i am feeling abt.because they are the ones who persuaded me,but thn now they didnt.im gng bck alrdy,fk .

2008-05-09T05:03:00.000-07:00

hello,
eesing is here.to post abt today,im lazy again.went movie today,with paul,pp,dawn,denton,kaven and daryl.
it was quite fun(:
went vivo aft tht.haaaa,(:
i think i like you;but i dont think i like you already(:
i also dont know(:

2008-05-08T05:25:00.000-07:00

hello everybody,im so pissed now.i tell mom tht i see sth but yet she doesnt believe me!):
wth?went potong pasir today,lazy to post.shall poast tmr(:
exams is gng to be over!(:

2008-05-07T05:52:00.000-07:00

hello,

i shall blog tmr or aft tht,exams are gng to be over,tmr no school.gng potong pasir,huiyu hse(:

friday ends my paper.sucks like hell man!i flunk everything.everything i thought was easy,but ended up very difficult.shit man.mid yr and im gng to fail all.lets pray hard tht i dont fail.ha!

2008-05-02T23:49:00.001-07:00

ying ying(:

me at my hse doing sth crazy(:

mickey mouse specs(:

im selling HL(:

lousy camera(:

this was random(:

im having ncc remedial(:

this is my gay friend(:

DENTON KOH(: birthday boy(:

nice cake(:

this is random2(: random 3(:

random4(:

ok,hello everybody,having exams this few days,so shit,everything wad hard for me,because i have been studying alot,but nth went into my brain.tht was so asss man(:

went rivervale plaza tht day,to study at night,at mac.oh,im so bored man.saw winsheng there at plaza.and i was funny.ha!

me:whr you gng?

him:gng outside macdonald.

me:oh.

thn he was abt to walk into the macdonald,and i was gng to the toilet.

me:i thought toilet was there?why you go in?

haaaa.i was stupid man,he was gng outside macdonald,and i thought he was gng outside toilet.lucky he didnt heard wht i said,if not hes gng to call me dumbdumb again(:

so,thursday went to airport with frens,saw frens there as well.ha!thn ltr went hme,so boring man!ya,and i did study.i hope i score well for my emaths and ss!ha!

friday,exams.wanted tos tudy,but went to play instead,with my dear yeeteng.ha!we use com,thn ltr went to 401 to eat,thn went punggol park wait for his boyfriend.15 mins uh?!we were at 401,finding seats.and we spotted one,but one old couple snatch our seats.thn we gt no place to sit.thn slowly find and found one.thn went to seven eleven to buy drinks.tht was stupid.i wanted abit of the pinapple or watever shit was tht,she added alot.i said stop,but she continue.heh!thn walk to punggol park thn.wait for his boyfriend outside bliss.oha!we waited at 7:30,he only came work at 7:45pm.oh,15 mins and alot of thigns happened.i almost fall down twice and i walk half way my phone rang,thn i put everything down in the middle of nowhere and pick up my call.ha!thn i dont why she laughed like mad women down there.ha!aft tht waited and waited.thn he came and she gave him a surprise!ha!he was shocked.and tht was his problem alrdy.ha!thn ltr we walked ard and we found one place to sit,and thn she actually drop the phone into the drain.ha!tht was her problem also.ha.thn ltr walk ard and went to my hse again,saw derrick they all downstair and he asked me if i wanted to go tmr.i want to go,but i cnt go.fk man!my brother dont allow me to go.asssholeee.thn went hme watch tv and she went hme aft tht.waited and watched coma.wlao eh.one hr only,and thn i thought it wld be sth scary but thn i see nth,only ghost chasing aft the girl,which was like wtf?i dont understand wht the whole story is talking abt.ha!thn ltr phoned melvin and we talked on the phone,and i actaully fall aslp thn.ha,waked up at 4m,hang up the call.

today slept until 11,and mother waking me up to ask me go hg green with her for her groceeries.im like suspose to study now,but im not doing so.ha!because im pissed and somesort of bored man!everythign cant go in,i think i will study tmr thn.ha!suck like hell.im gng flunk everything now.ha!but im happy,not because im gng to flunk all my subs,but because of my life now.heheee!i have got over you man!boo!

concentrate concentrate concentrate,study,study,study!but im having headache now):

2008-04-25T13:15:00.000-07:00

hello people,
im here to post,and not to upload pictures,because i cant find my cable to send!aha!(:
HEY YOU FKER,IM NOW HAPPIER,BUT THE SIGHT OF YOU MAKE ME ANGRY,SO FKING GET LOST.I DONT WANT TO CONTINUCE WITH YOU GUYS ALRDY,SO JOLLY WELL FK OFF FRM ME,AND IM POSTING MEANTING FOR YOU TO READ YOU FKER.I CAN LIVE BTR WIHTOUT YOU,AND YA,MY BUSINESS IF NONE OF YOUR FKING CONCERN NOW.DONT ACT LIKE ONE YOU DONT KNOW WHT HAPPNED,BUT SUSPUSINGLY,YOU SHLD KNOW,FK OFF MAN.NBCB.
i felt so much btr aft tht post,ha,but not everything btr,because i hadnt scld finish.i regreted to making frnes like you all,you guys.but im glad tht i have frens who are by my side to cheer me up!and comparing you all with them,i cant.because even some of my not so close fren are btr than you,and they can listen me out as well,much more btr than you,fker.
ok.i shal relax.my last post was on monday,so,at tuesday,i cant rmb much,anyway,i slept in class for tuesday and wednesday i susposed.
thursday was examination day,chinese and english compo.i cant think much now,gosh.my brain is like empty now.ha!yingxuan was noisy and is very very noisy.roar.ha,aft exam was bio aces,but thn i was to finish my chinese compo first before i go to bio.ha.thn i receive a msg saying,wangzi here,wait for me to do tgt leh,ha!but i didnt saw,i saw it whn he came.,ha.stupid,calling himself tht.at tht went to bio ace,ha.i only atteneded for only 10 mins plus.thn ltr went off with huiyu,denton and pauline to my hse to study in the first place,but thn play later.ha!actually,we didnt study,we only played.ha!so bored,thn they left my hse ard 7 plus and thn i was alone again!
friday was also examination day ,chinese and english paper 2.aft tht went hme with huiyu,we did study abit,ya abit.ha!very little bit.aft eatign we were playing!ha.
i wanted to watch 11.30 show,but i fall aslp,and my alram wake me up at threee,which was like wtf.3,a time which i dont dare to slp.so i phoned zongwei,thn talk with him but thn he wanted to slp ardy,because he was tired.thn i phoned every ppl,everyone slp alrdy also.so sad man!thn my brother picked up the phone and we quarrel inside,zw heard everything.ha!he said,i almost experienced world war 3.ha!thn ltr he went to slp alrdy,leaving me alone.thn i see gt who can phoned and thn i called melvin.ha.chated with him until 5 plus,thn i went to slp.gd slp,but i was waken up b9 this morning,because fking fren called me!thn bomb me up and thn tell me,hello,morning.....
thn i went to slp aft his call,thn followed by mum one,asking me to close the water because sh forgotton!roar man,went to slp ltr,but cant alrdy,woke up at 1pm,to find out tht im so angry now,my brother finished all my cornflakes and now i gt nth to eat.fk man!tht was not his,but mine,how can he!

2008-04-21T03:42:00.001-07:00

hello,these are photos of stacie party(:

yea,today is denton birthday,HAPPY BIRTHDAY STUPID(:

photos of his birthday are little,we celebrate at compasss.with pp,yingxuan.pauline,daryl and peiyi.ha.pp is my new fren,tan huiyu,ha.pumpkin parrot.ha!lame asss.ha,photos of today will be updated soon,once i gt it(:hahaa!

im crazy today,most of the time.ha.saw ppl tht i dont like,yes.i didnt care at all(:

im stayinghappy thn,for everyday thts coming nxt,i dont want you to be in my mind,to disturb me and distract me,study is wht i want now.but im scare i doesnt have enough time.ha,nvm.now i need to study hard.memories and understand everything in one weeks time.gosh,seven subjects.i can die man.nnvm,one day one subjects.ha!cheer baby!haaa,my brother wanted to go to university,private one.so he this type ppl will want to study,thn i shld be studying hard too!but i still have no motivation,nvm thn(:

2008-04-20T16:02:00.000-07:00

wht am i looing?

oh,wth am i doing man?

can you see?crazy womens.

everyone playing psp,i win them bomberman!

everyone,jon,huiyu,yingying,me,yingxuan,joanne

joanne and me(:

im crazy,see peiying behind there.

huiyu and me(:

swimming pool,jon,joanne,huiyu,me,ying ying,pauline(:

heeeelllllo, good mood.

im waiting for my food my dear,whn are you coming?!its alrdy 3:58pm now,you still haven come,aiyoyo!anyway,
happy birthday my dear stacie!
yes,ytd went to her hse and play and celebrate her advance birthday.it was fun,
i was stupid,
i went kitchen cooking french fries and the paper beside the fire burn,because of the stupid fire i on is too big.ha!thn it was very funny inside the kitchen.thn ltr went to play poker card,gosh,i drank alot of water man,kill me.toilet was my fren,because i frank too much water i kept wanting to peeeeee.thn ltr we cut cake and play games and thn at night we went down to play at the swimming pool,although cant go inside,but we manage to sneak in!ha,took some photos,and the rest shall upload another day because i dont have the photo with me.ya,my computer is spoilt i think,theres some photo my com rejected and i cant post them! ): sad.ha!

and my life is much more better without you inside disturbing,ya.ytd i did sth which i dont know wether its right or wrong at night,so ya,i dont wanna care also.im much happier now,than last time whn you are there,because i shouldnt had a fren like you in the first place!fk off frm me now,and stop whtever nonsense tht youre trying to do man.YOU SUCKS .YOU ARE DELETED AWAY FRM ME(:

my dear,you still haven come,youre starving me my dear teng!hahaaaa,

2008-04-17T21:08:00.000-07:00

hello,
im happy at a moment and sad at another,but im not happy in the first place.i chose to laugh instead of crying,because i think laughter could help more.but thn,i cried in class today,out of sudden,aft recess time.everyone ard me ask me,why are your eyes so watery.its because i had think of the unhappiness ard me and i cried.i told jon wht happend.and i cry too.i didnt let every of my tears drop out,i tried to control,but some just flow automatically.yes,its indeeed better to tell someone how you felt,and leting it out.but im still trying to find a place,a thing i could do,to make me feel happy.im glad i have those peeps ard me,tht cheers me up everytime.but thn im sad,because i regret knowing some friends.really.fk you.you get wht you wanted alrdy and now you happy?ha,
im not.so,i decided not to contact them anymore and delete their number out of my handphone.you called me whn you need me,you didnt even say anything if you dont need me,not a sms or so.youre such a fucker.LOSER,i hate you to the core.seeee,i know friends help one another,but have you ever help me before,ask yourself.fk you,and get out of my life assss.you made me sad,and you are not the only one,theres still more.i deleted all,and i left some,tht i think i should,and you.i dont wish to see you all anymore,because you all suck.
and yes,i will be better whn i get over all this,in a few moment,im sure i can.because im gng to make myself forget everything and be happy and high,ha.such nonsense.i have seen throught,perhaps or maybe.i dont want to care abt my family neither do i want to care abt anything other things.like i said,i gave up everything alrdy,theres nth much for me.so wht if i get the highest for chinese,im not happy,because its only chinese and i failed others.everything so wrong,very wrong.hate me for all you want thn,loser.
theres many things im sad abt also,its not just tht fortune,or so,only jon knows everything thn))))))):::

2008-04-16T17:23:00.000-07:00

hello,
i dont have the mood to post everything tht has happend now because im not in the right mood.
fker,so do you think youre right?wht you all care is always the results and the money,do you ever ask me how i felt,no.fk you.i cant stand it anymore .and another one here trying to make the matter worse by laughing and so on,if you think you all can really treat me like tht,go on thn,i have gt nth to say,i can only say i dont like you all,and i dont want to tell every single thing tht happend and so on,now,get out of my life or i will get out of yours,simple.
i alrdy knew i cant take it any longer,but i try bluffing myself hard,to tell myself tht i can,but i cant.wtf now you want me to do.everythings so wrong.you seee,im crying now,whn im posting,so is tht wht you want?happy?
why others can have such a gd f*****,but thn i cant?shit you,its because we always cant give in to each other,but i did,i tried my best,but it still isnt the best to you all.i also have limits,not everyone is perfect,im imperfect too,i know.everyones just doesnt know how i felt,because they only care for themselves.and just because of one stupid mistakes and i was being blamed so badly,come on,beat me if you want,i dont mind,because it will make me understand you all better.
i also want to study,its not tht i doesnt want to,who doesnt want to be smart and hardworking,but thn you spoilt my mood everytime whn i wanted to study,and thn you will blame me for tht i didnt do well and all i do is play and play and play.but wht i do in school,can you seee?you ant,wht i did at hme,outside each night,you know?nope,because you all doesnt even ask and find out and you all are always not there.using my laughter to cover every sadness,so tht you all wont know tht im sad,and thn it wont increase the stress on you all,but thn whn you see i cry wht you would say?crazy is the first word,other than tht wht esle.now i realise tht theres no one i could trust,even the closest to you.and now i realised,everythings is so fake,i realised tht you all are the worsest thing tht i had i my life.i really wish to get out of all this,but thn it seems tht i cant.pls,if anyone is not happy with me now,dont tell me.because i dont think i can take it to myself anymore.
each and everyday,theres always quarrrel,there wont be one day,whn no quarrel is being quarreled.im silly,to believe you all.im stupid,because i dont understand you all.
and ya,i remembered how well you all understand me by tht quarrel we had on the phone,you dont even know wht i like and wht i want to do,because i asked you,how well you understand me,and you have nth to say.ya,i saw the true self of you,but thn whnever i saw you crying in front of me,i felt so bad,so i wanted to ask you,do you ever felt bad whn you see i cry,or you really meant wht you say?maybe we shall not talk abt it anymore,because i dont wish to makemy life worsen,now i know,the lie is over,i cant bluff myself anymore.thn i shall numb myself thn.
if you really thinks im at fault,thn so be it thn.i dont wish to say anymore nordo anything esle,because it will only make me more sad.
now,just treat as every promises tht we had made doesnt exist anymore.
I GAVE EVERYTHING UP ALRDY.

2008-04-12T14:30:00.000-07:00

how cute am i!!!

tht was in the past,

my father and my mother,

how sexy is he,

how blur,

how cute my cousin is.

how cute can i be?ha!

show you my teeeth

how widely i can smile,

how disgusting i can be

we are gd cousins!

how retard i can be to have a stroke.

boo!

see how ugly i can be(:

shit you!(:

you can see how big my eyes is,ha!i look like china girl.

i took it out of boredom and having fn!(:

hello,im posting and eating,hahaaa,and ya,the pictures were all in the past and so on,ha!so stupid can i be,im bored enough to look through my com and found all this,so i decided to post it,since i gt nth btr to do!

sucker,i choke on my noodle.ha!im not gng out today,because im aching all over and my voice seem like nth alrdy,i wonder why.im gng to meet mum and dad ltr,with my brother,hope my bro and me wont quarrel!ha.aft meeting them we are gng to eat,again.ha!i cancel everything today,like i say,im aching all over and i think i gt a fever.and yucks,i have been having weird dreams recently,sucker.gogogo,get lost you stupid dream.its really scary,i almos cried ytd,because of tht nightmare,sucker.

ok,a review of wht i did,i tried to post everyday,but i didnt have the time to do so.ha,ok,my last post is satrday,thn now is sunday.ha.i didnt nth on sunday,stayed at hme.

monday

went school as usual,ha!thn like tht and this,dont have the mood to study,ha!but i went function room i suspose,to study with frens,ha!its fun.

tuesday,

i didnt went school,everything was fun,went to people hse and play.this teach shien not to be too clever,because she drank three bottle of water!ha.ok lmao.ha,thn went to play this and tht thn went hme.ha!

wednesday and thursday,

went school as usual,pissed!ha,having my geo test,and i wrote nth on the paper,because i dont know how to.ha!chem was quite ok,i think i can pass?thn aft wednesday school day,went to study at cp,function room,with sean,yy,kokming,sean 2,sean 2 brother,xuewei,cherie,joel and nicholas and jue hong,i guess i didnt miss out anyone.ha!it was very fun.and ya,everyone aim balls at me!ha,roar.and im stupid enough to miss it.ha!nvm,i shall train nxt time and you will die la,ha.thn kokming mother send me hme,because we live quite near to each other.ha!

friday,

went school,realised no art.ha!did my shutter run and sit ups,and im aching all over,sucker.ha,my emaths test sck like hell,wth,i cnt get full marks alrdy,ha!lmao.thn aft school went hme to slp,i felt so tired recently,and thn felt so sick also,so i slept awhile,until my hse phone ring and i didnt even know.mum went hme nad i wake up,to find if theres stuffs to eat,and there isnt,so i went bck to slp,thn ltr mum say she cooked alrdy,ask me eat a little,and ya,the litte is very very little.thn ltr melvin called say hes done,meet him at mrt station and i walked bck my hse there again,and ya,in the end it was too hot and we went to hougang green,study,and guess wht,the books are there but i wasnt studying,ha!i keep laughing,because i think of stuffs i did on thursday,ha!its really funny,ok.nvm.thn i keep laughing non stop.ha,thn gt two kids and one mother sit beside us,thn the kids see i play psp thn came and play with us.ha!idk how to elaborate,and i slept awhile.thn wake up.ha!thn ltr walked to punggol park to feed the mosquito,but i didnt gt bitten by the mosquito la.ha,and im slow in mind ytd,i wonder why.ha!thn sit awhile thn went hme.ha.i reached hme and im so sick.and my mother was paronid.ha,i was talking with my brother she thought i was quarreling with him.ha!thn i went to bed early,intended to wake up at 1 and watch tv,but thn id cant wake up.so i slept until 2 plus i woke up,because i gt a nightmare,and i almos cried.ha!its a very weird one,sucker.thn i phoned ppl,everyone slping alrdy,except beauford,thn he talk until he slp but im still awake.ha,.thn i phoned melvin and we talk,and he went to slp earlier than me also.ha,so i stared at the wall til 5am like tht and i closed my light and went to bed.ha!scary!i was very very very tired,but i dont dare to slp,stupid .ha!and i wake up at 10 plus 11 today,seeing i gt afew msgs.ha.

today,

intended to go out with ivan,but thn im feeling so sick,like i say i think im having fever,i felt so hot and yet so cold.ha!and thn it started to rain and i said dont want go because raining.thn we postpone it,ha!im sry!

and ya,im chatting now,in msn,and im so nonsense.ha!i have gone crazy alrdy((((:

i felt so cold and my stupid body is not functioning!and i haven been touching my noodle after i have choke,ha.

2008-04-06T20:35:00.000-07:00

hello,
and ya,im posting.dear GRACE and SHIEN,im POSTING.haaa!
tuesday,april fool!
ha,ya,i didnt get trick man.heh,im smart man.hahaa!its boring for this yr april fool,nth interesting.sososo,went to school thn.ha,nth much.study study study,but i didnt study la.ha.bio was fun man!im so stupid.ha,before bio i was standing at the railing there,and john ong was holding my book,thn he pass it bck to me,and he said.dont drop down,thn my book drop down alrdy.ha!thn i went to first floor to pick it up.ha!thn went bio,ya.enzymes.teacher say detergent also have enzymes.thn i say,thn wht for buy detergent,use shampoo and soap thn split your saliva cn alrdy,thn they laugh.haaa!thn i dont know how we talk and link until shit.ha!ok,thn was form teacher period.hahaa,mr ho caught me eeating sweets.gosh,its so funny.ha!went outside to talk and he caught pualine also,he was funny,he scld pppl like joking like tht.ha!thn ltr aft school,i went toe at thn took mrt to buangkok wait for ivan go watch movie,stucker donavan,say wanted to go in the end went to find his std.ha.wlao.psk.ha,thn we went to vivo and watch and slack ard there.wlao,nw thn i know there gt sell dogs.ha!but the dog is cute la.haha,its funny,i saw one dog very emo,like gt depression so i say i go play with him,thn i walk there the dog went to hide.hahaa!stupid siol.thn ltr went hme,mother say alot.ha!shes crap.saying those tht are so funny,
wednesday,
i told my fren wht mum said,and they laugh.ha!i was late for school.so went for detention for three hours again.they took my hp and ezlink.ha!i think its a wednesday tht im late not thursday i suspose.ialso dont know is whn la.ha!suck man,hhaaa.thn on dont know friday or thursday,the uncle drove very fast .haaa.like speeding,and we are lucky we are just on time.ha!
thn wednesday thursday friday everything was the same.and ya,thursday night,
ha.went to eat at jumbo,its was damn fun ok.hahaa!everyones is laughing at my joke.,and we watched tv together and we sang song,i didnt sing.ha!
saturday,
went to watch shutter with shien and grce,suspose to be rule one,but thn no time.ha!its was gross and scary,i slept with my light on ytd,and i didnt bath!hahaaa,
today,went for tuition,thn came bck slp whole day,ha!
i must exercise alrdy,shit man,im growing fatter,

2008-03-31T19:14:00.000-07:00

hello everybody especially GRACE.see see,i update alrdy!(:haa
and today,i dont know why,im so high at school,hahaa!i kept laughing,cant stop.haa!i also dont know why ,i can laugh out of a sudden,if not because of stupid stuffs.ha!so today,school.quite fun,becuse im hyper today.haha!ya,i dont know how to describe,but thn during recess tht time i run out of the class and my uniform gt stuff with the handle and i was jammed there,ha!thn i also laugh.hahaaa,and ya.im not stupid neither am i a retard!ha,im smart ok(: so,stop saying tht im dumb!(: ha,stupid frens.thn ltr after school,waited for grace they all,wlao,so long.thn buy exercise book for my brother,thn take bus went hme,on the way hme ,grace asked me if i wanted to go to vovo/bobo.hahaa!ha,is vivo.haa.i have been hearing wrong stuffs recently,oh,shit(:
cannon groove i hear till kangarooo.hahaa!thn still gt alot more.ha,so stupid and lame.
and ya,i hate you,for lying to yourself thn.come on,be frank.stop acting like a sissy ass down there,whn youre not.just say wont you?like will kill you like tht,dont lie to yourself,although im not very close to you ,neither am i very smart to you,but thn i can seeee.see everything,so,be frank la come on,i just dont understand why you need to be so sissy and not say out the thing!stupid assssss.forget it if you dont want to say in a few days time,ha.i will thn not talk to you anymore,neither will i respond to you whn you talk to me!get it?ha,stupid asss.im running out of patient man!having wht you wanted to say being kept inside your mind is not a comfortable thing stupid(:

2008-03-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

hello,ha!im bck,long time didnt post.and ya.because my asss com is spoilt,ha!now ok alrdy.ha,im in love,with Anastasia,ha.its nice.though its a very long show.i watched it whn i was young,ha!so lame(:but i like the song.hahaa!
ok,bck to some daily stuffs.haha,friday didnt go school,dont feel like,and im not going to talk abt the stupid umbrella thing here.ha,
so,friday went to grace hse take sutffs thn went hme bath all this thn meet up with ashley and jasper.thn went hme aft awhile,went to cousin birthday,haaa.i drink quite alot.ha!thn went hme thn meet up with yongkang they all,thn went hme aft a while.
saturday,
had a great quarrel,thn went out aft tht.thn went swimming,ya.i will go swimming every week.ha!with my dear yeeteng!thn went to grandma hse and thn hme.and slp.sry tht i didnt pick up calls and meet you guys,because i was tired aft swimming thn i went to bed.ad ya.if i ever pick up a phone and i sound slpy but i say i arent aslp,hang up the phone,because im slping.hahaa!each time people phones me whn im slping,i wld say im awake.but i dont rmb wht you all say the nxt day,because im actually slping.ha!ya so,if i sound very slpy thing,hang up!ha!hahaa.seriously,i cant rmb wht you all say ytd.ha!
sunday,
wak e up in the morning,didnt go tuition,cause i skipped and i was caught by the teacher.ha,but yet i didnt go!

2008-03-18T20:41:00.000-07:00

hello,and ya.ha!nth much to say la,im still nto bck to normal,it take times to heal!boo!heal heal heal,and ya!i hate everyone totally!(:

2008-03-14T23:35:00.000-07:00

hello,
monday,went school,thn went take photo with teng and bluffed her go tuition with me HAHAAA!obi gd.ha!thn ltr do this do tht and then went chalet then 12am cut cake,my birthday,ha!i shld be happy man(: thn it was very fun,went to play maze and it was really fun(:
tuesday,
went out with xinyi grace and shien and weijie,ha!its was fun also,but we went out quite late,ya,quite late.thn went hg mall eat and buy contacts thn ltr went to vivo city,followed by chalet,cause xinyi is cuting cake!haaa,happy for her!(: and fire**** thn ltr went hme aft tht,ha!cheer up grace!(:
wednesday,thursday,friday
went to camp,ha,quite fun la.i like doing the punishment in the rain,ha,its shiock man!but im aching all over(:
and im bck,ha,im feeling so saed and some sorts of disappointed,why?fk, man!im feeling damn bad!youre the one who says you all are concern abt me,and suddenly care abt this and tht,and thn youre the one now who doesnt listen to me whn im talking,you do things your own ways,in your stubborn thinking manner,have you all ever think abt how ppl feel?oh,fking shit,and you all only blame stuffs to me,giving me those unecssary stuffs tht i dont need,fk.im here trying to tell you all abt wht happend and so on,and how i felt,because you all said i didnt told you all wht i wanted,thn now,im telling you all stuffs abt it and see wht i get in return,a change of topics,im sick and tired alrdy.seriously,if you are interested in wht im saying,i will be glad.but if youre not,dont tell me tht you are and thn dont care abt it.cause it sucks.maybe you all shld tried to imagine whn youre asked to say abt stuffs tht you all think you need to say and thn they actually ignored you.oh come on,stop it,i hate everyone,seriously.and i dont need you all now,cause i cant felt the way you all gave me last time.and i dont feel like telling wht happend anymore,ya and i will just keep it to myself,by thn,you shldnt asked me how i felt alrdy,because im disappointed in you guys alrdy!i have been trying to cheer up whnever i can,but i cant?ha.wtf is this,i really hate you all,and you can complained tht im being the one unreasonable,fk,.i just dont know wht you want frm me!

Staring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He’s pulling up in the driveway and you don’t make a sound
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say
You’re always gonna be afraid
There’s only hate
There’s only tears
There’s only pain
There is no love here
So what will you do?
There’s only lies
There’s only fears
There’s only pain
There is no love here
Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
And if these walls could talk, they would have so much to say
Cause every time you fight the scars are gonna heal
But they’re never gonna go away
There’s only hate
There’s only tears
There’s only pain
There is no love here
So what will you do?
There’s only lies
There’s only fears
There’s only pain
There is no love here
So what will you do?
You’re falling
You’re screaming
You’re stuck in the same old nightmare
He’s lying
You’re crying
There’s nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here
Kick the door

2008-03-10T15:02:00.000-07:00

hello everyone,and ya,tmr is my birthday.
and i aint feeling veyr happy / happy abt it.ive just cried,because of this and tht.fk man!i should be happy?!but wyhy,am i feeling so sad abt it.i dont feel like celebrating it anymore.cause i know i wont be happy,how how,how can i smile for the whole day?i dont like this,i shouldnt be siting here crying it out,
im confused,im sad,imm lost.i dont know wht can i do,its just sucks like hell,i dont like the way you treated me,and i dont like you guys controlling my lifes(not parents)!i hate it,its me.why cant i be the one asking you all to hlp me just for one day?its only for today,and ya.i go there,there wont be any frens tht i really know.and i dont like it seriously,and you wanted me to do this at there.sh!t.have you guys ever consider my feelings?im tired of this and tht.stop it,and i cant jolly well take it anymore,fk you !
i need someone to hear me out,

2008-03-09T19:30:00.000-07:00

hello,and ya.
saturday,
went out with mum,bought some clothes.ha!thn went hme.roar,im being such a gd girl nowadays man!sunday,
i didnt went out,haha!shiock,cause i wana recover my voice!roar.i felt tht i cant bear it anymore,stupid voice.
and ya,my birthday is coming,11 march,cool?lmao,but im anit feeling very happy abt it,quite moodless,quite sad?ha,i broswed through stuffs and i realise tht i missed everything i had in the past,roar!ahaa,rofl.i want to be happy and i need to as my birthday is coming,and everyone wld stay happy during their birthday wont they?so,i must be happy,i shallnt cry this few days and i cant let myself cry!and basically happiness is my wish for everything,and ya,correct!so i must feel great and happy abt it.i would try my best.and yep.ha!i regreted,but it anit my fault isit it?aiyo!why is tht i felt like you pushed everything to me?last time we arent like tht,but this yr,youve changed?or perhaps your thinking?i felt different with you,i think you felt same dont you?but i still treat you as a very gd fren,but does you?i wanted to tell you things,but i can see tht you just simply dont care.rofl,wht am i thinking?haa,why isit so differnt?just one yr,and its like my fault,i dont like it.shit,but wht for im feeling this way?i think you wont care too?ya,a "best,trueful fren i had"

2008-03-07T13:37:00.000-08:00

hello booboo!-.-
im bored,wanted to go swimming today,but thn i was sick,and thn my mother dont let!saded!
ha,ytd gt bck my result,sadly i pass only three subs and the rest not f9 thn is e8!ha!wht a lousy results i have.i shall buck up thn,cool.my birthday is coming and im quite happy?!hhaaaa!few more days,but i dont know wht to do thn,sucks.hahaa!my troat haven recover,ha!ytd was finidn my song till im gng mad,haha!im gng to huai jiu.hahaa!my mother called,ask me go cp meet her,gosh,i haven even bath and so on.haa!roar la,she is always using the same evil tricks to bluff me out,omg.im dying.hahaa!school was quite fun,hhaa!and it was a torture to sit beside perverts!hahaaa,ytd played with water,and i was all wet.thanks to him!oh,thanks very much la dey!

2008-03-05T19:00:00.000-08:00

hello,
i have gt no voice today,saded!but i still talk,ha.todays class so fun uh?
but im so unlucky can,flunks..hhaaa,i go out of school,thn the bus pass by me,thn splash the water at me,thn i wet,thn ltr i go hme wait the bus very long,thn ltr i fall down frm stair,thn reach hme my hp drop!so suck man!ha,poor beauford,im wet at the bck hes wet at the front.ha,funny thing is tht i actually asked him if there was a cab past by and splash water at him wht he will do,hahaa!and we really gt splashed.
HAPPY BIRHTDAY PAK WANNI!
im in a lost,ha!i dont know wht shld i do thn,fk-ed.everythings destroyed whn this yr started.fk-ed up!

2008-02-27T15:53:00.000-08:00

hello,bloged.aha
im going camp camp camp.haha!finding new skins skins skins,hahaa.im so lame.today so tired,but i didnt slp in class.yes,i didnt.i tell myself i must study,haha.thn everybody laugh at me.wth.im like crazy today,like mad.ha,so hyper today and i was moody after recess.cause i thought of things,roar,was i ever wrong?haaa,bad mood.thn huixiang thought i angry with him for pushing junhao to me,but i were nt.hahaa,then he do stupid things which i really cnt tahan and laugh.haha.thn aft lit was feeling better,cause i keep touching the botak head,hahaa,its so funny(: was signal-ing with john ong and peiying,i didnt change my place,cause im very lazy to stand and moved,so i sat at the same place opposite them,ha.i gave both of you my flying kiss,cause i was bored.hahaa,thn i do one stupid face which sha qiang john ong peiying and pauline laughed.haaa.so funny uh?ha,thn i heard some pervert conversation coming frm perverts besides me during chem,oh!pervert ppl gt pervert brains and pervert thinking followed by pervert actions(: aft lit was maths,i jumped all my way bck to class and wanted to go toilet,but i dont dare go alone.hahaa,thn peiying go with me,come bck mr ho was bck,and theres ppl looking for me outside my class and telling me to reply,hahaa!so funny.and ivan,suck you,im smart,is only i dont know how to do.haa,im not childish and so on,hahaa(: assembly was boring and siting beside qize was funny.hahaa.thn eat alrdy went hme,im super hungry cause i didnt have my brkfast and supple ytd ):
bad mood uh!sucker,was i ever wrong?ha,or m i very very wrong?you didnt tell me how wld i know?hahaa!

2008-02-26T20:42:00.000-08:00

hello,im bored,sucks,
kept having quarrels with mum,wonder wht wrongs.i flunk all my exams,and my brother kpo,keep asking me.hahaa,
i wana watch leaps year,hahaa.my blog so dead uh?im lazy to do everything,will link ppl up soon,whn i change blogskins.currently stressed out,hahaa.think this think tht,omg.kill me man.
slept in school,talked and played.listend only whn maths class.i also dont know why only maths i listen.other than tht i played and talked?sai,i gt so many things to say.hahaa!wtf,im tired recently,hahaa.slp but cant slp.i think im going sick soon,i cant find the blogskins i want.aiyoyo!this blogskins the words very small and very difficult to tag,haha.dont know la.so sai.fked up.my birhtday is coming,hahaaa,merry christmas.actually still long way la,hahaa.11 march sai,wanni one first.hahaa!
sigh,i hate everyone.

2008-02-17T02:57:00.001-08:00

hello,hahaaa.i poned school twodays,so didnt take exams.fk,and i didnt study also.hahaaa.sucks man.my books was lose and tmr exams.no books no study(:

2008-02-12T00:14:00.000-08:00

hello,im bck and happy cny(:
hahaa.all these days have been eating and gambling.hahaa.sucks,i lose alot of money.hahaa,nvm.my mother say they still small.ahahaa.
today,hahaa.suks man.i swear i hate tht fking stupid asshole teacher.keep saying tht im short.come on la,someones shorter is siting at the bck last time and i can obivously see the board teacher!haaa,suck.alot ppl laughed when teacher said tht.wth?hahaa.and i didnt TALK at all,pls.it wasnt me.hahaa. you blind!hahaa.and i almos fall ytd,at anteen.thanks to the chair,so does brysong and alastair and alot ppl(:

2008-01-30T18:40:00.000-08:00

hello,long time didnt post alrdy.hahaa.tht day,saturday,went out with shien grace and xinyi and grace brother.thn we walked ard thn ltr go eat and thn walk.hahaa.very fun la.grace like crazy like tht.haha.thn ltr cab hme,sucks.i still have to climb stairs.hahaa.
thn sunday,went to grandma hse thn eat and went hme slp.ha.thn monday,school.nth much happend?i stayed in school,i susposed.hahaa.thn tuesday,which is ytd,i stayed in school for fun.and its very fun.playing with paint with xinyi,using the black paint paint our palms and then touch ppl.hhaa.bryson art was nice la dey.haha!hands of the black.hahaa.thn ltr went hme.
so,today.sucks.nth much happend.and i cant believe tht i actually scored 24 out of 30 for my a maths test.,haha.shocked siol.but e maths sucks like hell,so does the geo and the bio tmr.haha!

2008-01-26T13:50:00.000-08:00

hello,yah.and i am bored la dey.nth to do.haha.watched tv.and talk and so on.
yaaa,and so on.boo!haaa.craps.
ytd stayed in school with class deco and so on.fk.i shouldnt have stayed i should have gone hme by thn.nvm,its over alrdy.bused hme with kaven and the rest i dont know.was quite pissed.nvm.
thn went hme mother quarrel with me.haaa.and thn complete my things la.hahaa
sucks.if i would to say i am,wht would you react and say?i have to just give in.fk,wht can i do man.nvm.its nth big deal.i shall hold till i really cant

2008-01-19T14:25:00.000-08:00

hellooo,im bored la dey.
ha.ytd have cca.art sia.boring.sucks.wth.haha.thn ltr waited and waited thn i went hmed.walked hme sia.haaa.its very farrrrrrrrr.walked hme with shafiee and his frens thn i went hme,quarrel with mum thn ok alrdy.hahaaa.sucks siol.in school today.was kinda boring.and maths sucks.obivously,cause i dont understand everything inside wht they talking abt.hahaaa.cool man.and ive gt nth much to post abt.
my mood wasnt gd ytd.haha.cause im bored man.
seriously,very very bored.roar,im gng mad man.recently,saw one picture,hahaa.so damn fking funny.hahaa.im talking!

2008-01-16T20:42:00.000-08:00

hello,
i swear i hate ytd,15 of jan 2007.firstly,my contact lens droped and i cant find.i opened new one thn i saw my old one on the basin,not lost.fk,waste my six dollars!suckerssss.yucks.ha.thn aft tht sth happend and i cried la dey.nvm,its ok.and fk.worse.i gt sth on.shit ass.ha.nvm if you dont understand,cause you dont need to.ha.only some would know.heh.sucks man.i hate 15.omg,like hell.haa.ytd nth much happend la.ha.so dont need to post.but i need to say,function room with you guys are super fun.i laugh like mad.and yiyang,im smart rite?ha!btr than tht cherie uh,teach her one yr alrdy still dont know.
today.
not much happend.and ashley is bck!hahaa.he first thing some bck thn say me icecream alrdy.wtf?haha.nvm.im bored la dey,help me pls.hahaa.i saw those photos,fk!hhaaa,nvm.its okay.booboo,im so bored and lame and stuffs.suck.wht can i do?hahaa.yeah,tmr is mum bday(:cool man,bt i dont know how they want go celebrate.hahaa.
and this song is cherie intro one,let me die.hahaa!cool man!

2008-01-14T23:06:00.000-08:00

hello la dey!,
hahaa.cool man.recently speaking bangla languages dont know for wht shit,bt its fun.ha!as usual,wake up and so on la dey.thn went school.i slept in school.having lit,stupid!so boring.thn ltr maths,sucks.i dont have any books.ha!yah,so i slept in class.teacher pull my hair.fk!hahaa.bored siol!hahaa.today gt dentak appointment,ha!dentist say my teeth is very gd.jealous uh?hahaa.and ivan,see properly la dey,my teeth adn his one totally different.i dont understand why his is gd also.ha!im not bad ok.yours is fair la.jealous hor?ha.so liek tht say me and the whtever shit is the name.ha.they thn ask me find ppl.i cant fking fidn the two malays.so i walk ard the school thn walk walk saw weibin donavan they all,thn walk tgt thn one period gone.ha!thn nth much la.seriously,i dont understand every topic the teacher is saying,and kang yiyang,ask em to study thn today go dont know whr thn tmr also,thn ltr still say i didnt stay bck to study.asss la dey.
i am bored.meet mother at cp.haha.she talk damn loud!ha.nvm,ha!thn went hme slp and stuffs.btw,thanks for your bkk hs,but i cant figure out wht youre writing,so,its like...ha!
anyway,i hate today.and seriously,i do!ha.

2008-01-13T12:04:00.000-08:00

hello,was at cousin hse ytd.playing with them.wtf.they very noisy.hahaaa!fangyu having fever.she damn cute.haha.wanni going help me make blogskins whn shes free!cool man.ha.thn i no need hunt here hunt there alrdy.yes yes!hahaa.lmao-.-
anyway,stayed at hme ytd till evening thn went out.ha.sry or those who call me,i was in a little bad mood thn i sclded or watever.ha!sry(:
gave them all my clothes.and dumb!thn help me mother mop the floor ytd.sucks.i bang into the dont know wht shit thn i gt one blueblack now.sucks.hahaa.im so stupid man.hahaa.im soooo lazy to say out anymore.hehee.
yeah,cool man.i want to buy my dumb wallet and stupid pencil case.fk.cant find.assssssss.and i want to watch the movie one miss call.and i dont know why my eye is like so pain now.like gt bruise like tht.fk.and dumb mosquito,can you stop biting me whn im slping?**i didnt reply your msg cause i dont know wht to say,you always tell me the long long stufffs and al over again i repeated the same thing.tht time i have alrdy made it clear,but you doesnt seem to understand or wht.i dont know wht to say,dont always called thn shout at me or so on.like im in the wrong like tht.you say you give me time and thn you ask and ask.sry,bt im in a bad ,mood now.

2008-01-11T20:25:00.000-08:00

hello,
cool.gd with frens alrdy.happy!
today i slept in school,thn suspension for not doing hwk.hahaa.i will blog nxt time(:bye bye.

2008-01-10T23:39:00.000-08:00

hello,i didnt blame you,and so on.just felt so stupid tht i actually is so childish(:no sry.its me whose the one who need to say sry.sorry(:
yah,smile and cheers.haha.
today,late for school.father fetch.wtf?ha.thn went bck class.talk and laugh.those ppl siting ard me are interesting esp the angmo person!ha!im nto stephanie,and whtever pokemon thingy.ahhaa!thn chinese lesson were veyr funny.ha.our compo gt b la.wtf?hahaa.we were so evil.roar.thn geo,walao.sucks like hell.i dont like the teacher.haha.and tan cherie uh!you almost make me fall down in hall.nice one!haha.but i know you arent purposely.except,nxt time dont grab my leg like tht.hahaa!thn so on and on.hahaa.stayed bck to study,gosh,im like so hardworking.hahaa.thn they teached me maths.haha.until they want vomit bloooooood.thn we laughed and so on,fk.damn funny.haha.until wanni face turn red and so on.haha!thn yiyang came.hes so fierce.hahaa.he teached me maths and he was like walao,i dont know how to say.hahaa.thn rain and thunder.fk.hahaa!thn i went toilet,DUMB cherie fight with me.hahaa.haha.thn im so lame.ha!sit cherie mothers car to cp.ha.cuse raining.and thn kang yiyang and me walk ard cp.thn ivan came.thn walk ard thn saw don and frens thn my mother came.thn i follow my mother.gosh,i shouldnt have told her i bought wrong books,cause she keep nagging!haa.thn like tht went hme watch tv till i slp.ha.thn wake up at 9 plus,watch tv and do hwk and so on.fk,i cant find my stuffs for tmr.pants washing and bla.shitasss.tmr till 6.30.i will die man!

2008-01-09T22:29:00.000-08:00

hello,
big fk,and now cause of this yorue trying to blame me.assssssss.its though i say out one.nvm.you say you dont but it sounds like you do la.nvm,its ok.my fault for not frending you.
i wont trust anyone anymore la.big shit.suck.im so pisssed.roar.ha.its ok,nvm,relax.i didnt dont have fren you la,come on,im just joking and you took it serious):
ok,today in class,slept during maths thn dumb teacher wake me up.im so tired.haha.thn teacher didnt come today.gt odac meeting.succccccck.friday need go temasek poly for the dont know wht activities until 6.30.saded.i will be wet tht day.succck.i hope it doesnt rain nor the sun is too bright,or i will die man.aha.i dont wana get blacker!haaa.thn sleep during assembly and the thunder roar and i wake up.suck.
anyways,i gt nightmare ytd.big shit.scary.i take stairs today.suckkk man!
went cp with xinyi today anyhow walk thn go grandma hse find mum and grandma.thn my mother went facial,so i follwed.suck,i slept there.haaa.nice one!so,now im very awake,cause im slept for abt many hrs.suck.i gt stupid "yy giving me remedial tmr"haa!lame shit.

2008-01-08T23:03:00.000-08:00

hello,
i promsied ppl to post.
ALOY GT NO BALLS(:
oh,he really doesnt have one.ha,quite fun in class.i gt several names frm my classmates,i dont know why they called me this: stephanie and lingsing.ha!so dumb.
nvm its okay(:ha.i cant change wht they say,cause i told them my name and they say its hard to pronouce,oh.wtf?ha.
today in school,firstly i wanna say sorry to handam,seriously im sorry la dey!thn,i must say aloy gt no balls at all.ha.ok.suspended frm eng class for not doing her homework,wtf is this?ha.nvm,its ok.sit outside and stared at stuffs and so on.thn ltr i slept during social studies and for teacher period and so on.slept for quite long.and i paiseh.ha!thn chated with guys during maths period,oh,sucks man.so dumb.hahaa!and chemistry,omg,it jus ssssssssssuck.i dont understadn any single things.nor did i did any notes for it.hahaaa!thn ltr aft school,got to stay bck for chemistry,but i ran away.woots.hahaa!thn find ppl and im tired,my temperature like mad.cold and hot.haa.i think i gta some problems!hahaa.jus joking.thn slack slack and went hme,haha!fun la,at cold storage.haaa!and escalator.i drank my favourite milkshake and eat my fishballs!hahaa.cool man.
so on and on.played and chatted.haha!BORED!!!yeah yeah,saving money for my movie uh!hahaa.cool!

2008-01-07T10:53:00.000-08:00

hello,im lazy to blog.i cant log in msn.wtf.hahaa.nvm,its ok,at least im still in ebuddy.
so today went school.thn i wasnt feeling very well.sucks alright.haha.but awhile ltr i ok alrdy but i still feel like gng hme.cause lessons were bored.so i went to office and say i wana go hme.raaar,suck like hell can.the person keep dont let me go hme,very naggy,even my brother say so.but in the end she let me go hme la.so i cab hme and called bck school say i reach alrdy.slept frm 2 to 5.omg.suck.at night no need slp alrdy.haa.nvm,its okay.cool.tmr maybe not gng school,haha.depends la.hha.see how i act .hahaa!i eat alot.sh!t.hahaa.nvmi shallnt eat tmr(:lets seeeee.ha.so i chat with my mother do this and tht thn went to hougang point buy tht stupid cushion for tht stupid boy.ha.and i bought my orange stuff.cool man.haha.ORANGE LA .dey.cool man.ha.HAPPY.
sucks.feeling fking bored now,and kinda of saded.cause of some stuffs.roar la.wth im thinking.ha.nvm,its okay(:

2008-01-05T15:00:00.000-08:00

hello.
went out ytd,haa.with daryl to buy my dumb books.and i cant find my dumb orange file!hahaa.asssss.haaa.thn we went ard popular to buy stuffs and so on.haa.he bought pencil,thn i find alot for him.thn very funny.haha!i keep laughing non stop.heh!thn went up to buy his water bottle.roar,im like working in the shop,helping him to dig dig dig.hahaa!fk,so ps.haaa.thn walk ard eat at kfc and thn i bought my fishballs and walk walk thn walk hme.on the way bck,i keep laughing.haa.i almos fall down quite alot of times.and we were talking abt t***.hahaa.she very funny.lazy to say.ha!
so reached hme and thn rest awhile changed and go for dinner by auntie car.hahaa!thn my stupid brother walk in frnt of me whn gng down the stairs thn i almos fall.hahaa!thn reached tere wait very long thn serve out.suck.hahaa.sit with my cousin and she keep on tickle me,wtf?hahaa.thn ltr i went to the toilet,i was snatchig with my cousin.thn i ran in i lock the door thn turn bck saw two girls inside doing bussiness,thn i say sry sry and ran out immediately.hahaa!so ps.haaa.thn my cousins laughed.thn my mother drunk.thn help her hme.suk,she vomited in the plastic bag in our car,thn i sat beside her.omg.it was super smelly la!pukeeeee.thn i help her hme thn went down and so on la.lazy to type.hhaaa!
************************************************************************************
im huting for my orange stuffs and so on.hahaa.my pencil case and most importantly,my water bottle.haaaa.so ps.im still usign the fking ppg waterbottle.for those who dont know,its powerpuff girls.roaar.so sucks.hahaa.and so ps.aiyo!and bryson chc,you can still say tht its nice.omg.pls.ppb.haha!powerpuffboy.and i wana watch the movie,one miss call.haha.seems like its so nice.damn,broke alrdy.haaaa!

2008-01-04T22:35:00.000-08:00

hello,ha.
im such a bastard in class.hahaa,but i like-.-
school sucks like hell,omg.how i wish its still holidays all the way.thn i dont need to go to the stupid class whereby my frens are all gone.ha.split class,all different class.saded.cause im bored in class and thn i other than slp,i paid attention or sms and so on.aha!i dont like my class.yucks!aloy sits in frnt of me and im at the bck,so his head is super big thn i cant see the board.ha.it cant be hes taller than me tht why i cant see,cause im taller.hahaa.rocks,yes,im not the shortest in my class.ha.thn aloy was being bullied la.ha.im such a bastard.ha!ytd luqman was funny,im laughing like hell.ha.sensored.ha,or watever sh!t.i hate my teacher,cause non of them are friendly and all very fierece.fk!haaa.thn i have to go to the stupid e1 for my chinese.haaa.yeah,im smart man.ha.ok thn,all abt school and im broed alrdy.ha.odac today.slack.thn ltr go dance room dont know whatever shit.haaa.thn ltr to cp with denton koh wei liang.ha.
and on 31st of 2007,sth happend and i laugh like mad.ha.went out with denton koh,juehong and daryl ang.haaa!thn i dont know wtf happend la.haaa.but thn i drink and i laugh thn i split everything out on dentonkoh hand.hahaaa.fking stupid.thn alot more la.
im lazy to type out eevrything,and my brother is bhb.ha!making me wana pukeeeeee.
haa.
i wana change my blogskin and my song.but im lazy.sry if i haven link you.cause im lazy.link you soon.i will find one day whn im free to change everything.ahahaaa!the window is gbrking.omg.my brother):

2007-12-30T18:40:00.000-08:00

hello,
fkfkfk.hahaa.im tooangry to list out wht had happendbut i still want to.anyway,i went out ard 1 plus to meet my fren at cp to do hwk.ha.hardworing!thn reached,didnt do and we played.ya.thn ltr played psp and so on.then one dumbass called me and i ask him to wait ltr i go down then ltr i 6 plus go down,thn i say ppl tere,thn ppl ask me go hme.wtf?pls la,nxt time if hes tere thn dont ask me go down la,cause he confirm 100% guarentee ask me go hme one.so in order to make me dont so angry,if hes there,dont ask me go.thank very much.
fk,im super angry la dey.i came hme so early just to sit in frnt of my com and stared,tv no programme,com nth to play and so on.ROAR la!

2007-12-30T00:46:00.000-08:00

hello,
money is the cause of everything,fk.im sick and tired of life.ha.ups and downs,too much la.and i seriously didnt take your money today,my dear.i swear,those were the left overs frm last time.and you dont even wanted to give me money,whn i gt nth.and shit you.i only had my lunch today.and luckily,i gt maggie to eat,or i will suffocate to hungry-ness,like ytd.fk,and i really didnt take your money ok,check before you say,i wouldnt want to quarrel,but you sclded me like its my fault and im the one who ir trying to start these problems.now im here to tell you,it wasnt me who tried to start the problem,its you la,pls.get it right before you say.you wouldnt want to give me money,whrever i go,so now youre saying its my fault,just because of two stupid cards and you want me to suffer frm hunger and so on.you are too much la.i started to love you at first again aft our quarrel but now,youre making me trying to dislike you like last time i did,both of you.i cant stand it alrdy la.fk.how can you all be like that?trying to kill me?perhaps la.i cried and i shed over this,but yous seems like yous dont care.nvm,its not worth it.i bang my head and so on,cause i wana throw troubles out.and suckers!i hope i would lost my memories if i can,cause i can forget abt the unhappy past.and pls,dont accuse me of taking your money,i didnt.
& you,though i thought you did nth,but i kno you are such a trayer?omg,fk.how on earth can i trust this person?and how on earth i met you and so on.i hope time would go bck,so tht i wouldnt have met you in the first place.cause i wouldnt even want to.im pissed adn youre making me more pissed.aft hearing wht they say.i think you sucks to the core la.i wouldnt trust you anymore.i hate liars and my dear ones who accused me just because of money.fk.i hate it.so pls,fk off.all problems shoo!
ive finally let out part of my feelings,except for some.ha.and seriously,I HATE FKERS LIKE YOU(:
kk,so today went to town with xinyi shermain and her sister,donavan,shien and grace and her brother.thn walk walk and ivan joined us ltr.watched i am legend and thn mrt hme.i only ate lunch,and lucky,theres some instant left,which i can eat,unlike ytd.
ohhh!shoo shoo shooo~i hope problems would go away sooner or lter.i really hope so,youre making me sick.puke*******

2007-12-27T15:30:00.000-08:00

hello.ha.
went to buy books ytd at cp,with daryl denton juehong and stacie.ha.but she went off early.aft buying books went up to see them.hahaa.then me and denton play psp.and sucks la.haaa.cause his games all very not nice.hahaa.so slack at there till 6 then i went off,meeting donavan downstair.so dumb denton went bck by walking hme and stupid juehong run bck frm cp to his hse,which is like super far.hhaa!then they waited for my bus to come before they go.so the bus come and dumb denton was so ass.heh.pretended**ha.so i went up bus with daryl la.he help me carry books then we talked and then went down bus i met donavan and he go off.ha.so talked awhile then went hme cause i need go pray.ha.then ltr went hme again and meet donavan and frens downstair.ha.they are funny la!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
oh.jus what the fuck ou want.ha.what i want too.what i thinking and so on.fk.all you know is to open your mouth and say.ha.i also know that la.i hate liers ok.fk.shallnt talk abt that.ha.and what the fk are they trying to do?to make me this and that?oh pls la.im gng crazy.seriously ask zw what i did that day.ha.you will be shocked.fk up la.i wana be happy.joel uncle!haha.and whatever la.roar la.

2007-12-25T03:08:00.000-08:00

helloo.
though its christmas,im still feeling sad.roar.wtf?
MERRY CHRISTMAS(:
was at town jus now.pissed.fk.haha.brother called,parents called and frens called.wtf?aiya,lazy to say.i am currently in a super down mood,can someone cheer me up?(:

2007-12-21T00:35:00.000-08:00

hello,didnt post for a very long time.ha(:
have been out and didnt feel like posting.and evn if i want to i cant,cause i only gt hme at night and then my parents slping and my fking brother set password.
im fking bored and saded.haha.emo, and thanks.sunflower treats me well and gd and cheer my up though he didnt kno what happend adn the fact that he also didnt kno that im sad,but hes really funny la!ha(:
im feeling to mia again.ha.so guys,if you cant contact me,leave me a msg(:so i will know that you guys wanted to find me.haha(:
realised things,should i believe ?haha.i hope i wont believe,but things seem to get into ral.haha.dont know la.i hope so not(:

2007-12-12T00:41:00.000-08:00

hello,im saded.im chatting with my love one now.ohh.wtf?hahha.im so sad.):
roar.
i love my mum.and yah,btw.this is what happen today...
slept till 3 plus like that,and this stupid fellow called and called wrong number.and called two times.and then i was pissed.so i said fk you la.knn and i kup his phone.then later mom called.then wake up alrdy.cause gng out.
met up with sister and ahles.then went cp tgt with ah les bf.then walk ard with my mom also.then seperated.eat and went hme.then i become so sad.hahhaa.nv,its okay.just because im powerful,i must be happy!thanks very much(:
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.and yah,did i really change?wtf?everyones saying the same things to me.aiyo!its okay la.look at bright side la girl.I MUST BE HAPPY(:
then i use com.and ppl call.ha.ask me call bck.then i 11 plus cacll bck.he asked stupid questions and said stupid stuffs.

2007-12-11T02:36:00.000-08:00

hello there.
haha.bck frm malaysia.veyr long time ago.its just lazy to post-.-
im missing everyone la.haha(:smiling this few days.ohh~esp 10 dec,which is like ytd?hahaha..haha.ah les also happy la.boo!hahaa.
haha.stupid ass.im like so fking bored now.nvm.im sososo lazy to post everything out.ha(:cause its me & i love you.heh!shall post another day la.ROAR.
im bored & my fking money is not enough to spent & tyhe holidays is going to be over soon.saded~
can someone listen to me?hahaha.
& yayaya,dont say im bad or what la.i still gt you iin my mind ok.& see here,big big I MISS YOU LA & I LOVE YOU TOO LA .haha.say im bad.wtf?haha.i msn so long give you ask you takecare still say i bad.its only i didnt celebrate bday with you la.haha!I MISS YOIU LA.better come see.cause i saw your blog writing there "ONG EE SING!I miss you three so much lah! Aiyoya... Hahas... Feel loved! & MISSED BY ME! "you are so funny.but i see my name last la.wth?!still say miss me.hahaa.anyway i miss and love you my dear(:

2007-12-02T15:40:00.000-08:00

hello(:
1-12-2007
hahaa.start of a new month.slept till 10 mom called then ask me go for my mc.then i hang down and then plant called,ask me go bath.hahaa.actually we both meet at my doc there one,but then i ask him dont come down.hahaaa.cause its like trouble.ha.im such a understanding girl la .hahaa.so he accompanied me on the phone frm i go see doc till i reached hme.haa.and this fker keep on laugh at me la.im not a small girl la pls.i just do as told.its not my fault.hahaaa.& stop making me paiseh la.& that boy thing is just a slip of my mouth.haha.and it happened so long alrdy.you still take come out say.haha.nice memory.anyway,its funny la.so i see doc take my mc left 4 dollars bought food for my brother then i no money.so i didnt eat.fk.hahaa.then ltr went bck hme,talk then slp awhile.then fren called to help wake me up at 3.30pm.haha.then i wake up use com awhile then done everything and went down to meet fren.haha.then cab to 682 then take bus to kovan and its stupid of us to take the bus to kovan then cab bck to sengkang.haha.& stupid ass teacher bluff me.asshole.such a lier.i hate lier la dey.fker.i swear i seriously hate her to hell.then we cab bck kovan there slack awhile then i went to eat and then went yishun find my mother and father then went to eat crab and went hme.hhaa.
chating with two ass now.ha.making me laugh like hell la.weijie talking abt past.and its so dumb and stupid.i gave reasons and he gt excuse for everything.big fk.haha.daryl fking nonsense.haha.
more ppl started to called me rabbit la.i dont know why also.i asked the first person who created this name for me.haha.then he say cause i always jump abt.wtf?hahaa.& tmr.monday.roar one more day.hahaa.yah.10am you asked me to wake up.i dont know if i can go.but i think i can if i can wake up then i will accompanied you go.if i cant,then that too bad la.my fking com gt this fking problem.suck la.

2007-11-30T21:53:00.000-08:00

hello(:
im super full now.hahaa.mother cook alot.i thought she didnt cook for me.but she did.haha & for the sake of my dinner , i have to sweep the floor.haha.assssss.BORED.
went out today.haha.actually was meeting xinyu one la.in the end dont have.nice one.haha.then i went hougang mall with frens to wait for my dear cousin uh.super long.tamp come down.haha.bougyht tickets alrdy he treat me drinks.ahhaa.chocolate milkshake.haha.his concert ticket tmr.omg.then i tmr dont want go his hse alrdy.since he wont be at hme.haha.but i very long didnt see jj they all alrdy.missed(:
then later went down to kovan with frens to meet more frens.hahaha.im so lame.then later one fren go off take bus .then other frens went to find place to sit and talk.and im bored there.that i almos fell aslp.hahaha.then later one fren go use knife hit the lighter then bomb into i dont know how many part.then hit until me la.hahaha.but i didnt say.ha.its okay(:then later awhile mroe went hme take bus.haha.then i reached hme eat and stuffs la.
im so bored now.seriously.wtf.tmr i gt no mc and i gt nth.big fk.i dont know how to go bck school alrdy,unless i have gt one mc.stupid teacher.i swear i hate her.shall not say anymore la.ltr i more angry.hahaa.
using msn now.super bored i can say,shouldnt have come hme so early.hahaaha & that stupid yiyang.keep sending me nudge everytime.hahaha.ass.you shall teach me nxt time & i will pay attention i swear, but before that you have to tell me the story you promise me to say.hahahaa.aft that then you teach and i will have the heart to pay attention.boo!trust me(:
BORED(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
count down.i hope my big day isnt coming so early .hahaa.

2007-11-29T22:02:00.000-08:00

hello(:
went to kovan ytd, with xinyu and liting(:bought shoe.then broke alrdy.then later play play play and went hme ard 10 plus.
today.
stupid teacher tan called me early in the morning.i didnt pick up her phone then my mom stupid enough to pick up.haha.i said im sick then she say i have to pass her my mc this saturday 5.15pm wait outside school gate.wtf?everytime say at school put then in the end also at cp one.roar.haha.i swear i hate her to hell.seriously.she suck like hell la,i swear.then i was to go out with dad and mum la.haha.sian-ed.i have to earn my money la.but im happy today(:i dont know is the fact that i ate alot chocolate today or isit becauswe my mom wan sponsor me to re-decorate my room.haha!HAPPY HAPPY.i ate alot today.wah,die.haha.shallnt eat tmr(:i ate chocolate ice-cream x2,one chocolate bar & chocolate milk.hahaha.die le.& im super happy la.that my mother want give me money to re-deco my room.haha.& then you will see alot of hellokitty aft that.boo!but she wanted that sofa to be out of my room.oh.big fk.thats no way man.i can die.she wanted to throw it out as all my clothes had been lying on the sofa.haha.damn it.i swear i would clear up my room during december.so later went to plaza to find xinyu they all.then kana screen again.unlucky uh.i just reached only.then sit and talk and listen to song and so on.then went to eat.haha.dumb xinyu la.she gave me two dollars , but i owe her 5 dollars for ytd meal.so i wanted to return her.she didnt want to take.then i paid for her family meal.hahaha.then left two dollars.she still dont want to take.then i stuff inside the plastic bag.then i take bus go hme le then she found out.haha.dumb(:im so smart smart smart smart(:
im really happy today la.haha.woolalala~mad.i feel like peeling off the stupid dumb skin on my leg.but it bleeed.haha(:
lame shit.HAPPY(:

2007-11-27T15:30:00.000-08:00

hello(:
happy.
i slp abt 4 plus am today.chat with ppl till 4am.then i thought i can slp.haha.then i go slp alrdy other ppl phone me.aiyo.then make me cnt slp.hahaa.but i kup with him.i kno im bad la.cause he is sad and i didnt listen to him.duh~whatever shit.i thought i could slp until very late today.but i was woken up la.by calls & sms.then i put my hp inside the pillow then switch to silent.haha.then they call my hse.oh.wtf is this.hahahaa.ytd night also ard 7pm-9pm.i was trying to slp la.then ppl call and call.haha.aiyo!haha.so i try to slp till 2 then i wake up.my grandma called.haa.i shouldnt have pick up.should let my brother hear.cause i forgotten what mum told her tht day.aiyo.haha.then now i have to go to her hse.then i called mother ask her want go with me anot.then she say ltr call bck.tell me.until now also haven call yet.haha.i can die alrdy.
**************************************************************************************
my mum wants me to pay bck her money by december.i really can go die alrdy.hahaa.& DARYL ANG KAI XIANG.you see your name big big put here.i not ah ma la.nxt time if you want find me CAN CALL ME LA.i CONFIRM NOT SLPING ONE.cause im not ah ma.haha.you can go die alrdy.i everyday wake up early go disturb you le.heh!

2007-11-26T17:14:00.000-08:00

hello , bck(:
firstly.big big big fker.i hate you la.knn.can you mind your own bussiness and dont care so much.big fk la you.ppl slp half way come in talk so loud.you want off then jus off la.and wtf is wrong with you.i just on for a few seconds then you came in and off.big fk.make me cant slp.confiscate some more.ROAR.i didnt go disturb you then you came disturbing me.i didnt meant to quarrel with you just now.but you really suck.stop coming in and out.pissed.shouldnt have gone hme so early.ha.
im like so angry just now and irritated.i need my chocolate.spent my days and nights outside.fun but tired(:i wanted slp but cant.TIRED.
im lazy to state out everything that had happened la.and i hope that xinyu is alright(:
camp is ard the corner.haha.29 november.and im not gng.haha.but im gng malaysia soon?hahaa.then there will be alot of naggingS.my ear cant rip.haha-.-
****************************************************************************************************************
orange orange orange.haha.i missed orange.im broke.and i need to pay off the money i borrowed.aiyo!sian-ed.then i cant buy my stuffs.have been saving up money to buy my big big big hellokitty.bigger than the one in my hse and a psp.& my fren,i can save up myself.you all no need to help me save money to buy one for me(: hahaa.but its too ex la.and the money i had saved all spent alrdy.walao.i need to restart all over alrdy.or maybe i shouldnt buy:(thanks alot my dear i wont have any lunch and dinner today.zf is funny(:thank thank thank very much.you are apreciated.and im sry too!

2007-11-24T13:15:00.000-08:00

hello!haha.im emo la.oh.damn fk.big fk.i actually send the wrong msg to the wrong person who the person rang up my phone and asked me what happend.haha!i was so dumb la.omg.MY MOOD ISNT VERY GD LA.cause im stressed up.fk.when will this end la?cause of frens family relatives and B**.aiyo!i dont know how to continue and say.i didnt eat for alot of days alrdy.damnit.
anyway,
yesterday went to visit grandma.shes fine.then we chat and talk and then i went to slp at her hse aft mother came.then my mom wakes me up.say want go downstair walk walk.so i wake up.then she nag nag nag until i ran out of the hse.haha.so i went down walk walk with mom.then bought my chocolate cakes and went hme.& yah,finally i gt chocolate cakes to eat.hahaa.thats when im in a bad bad bad mood then i eat cakes(:so we went to pack food for that brother of mine at hme and saw fangyu they all.haha.i bought my new sets of contacts & bla bla bla la.then went hme and i went down to meet ppl and came up again.watched tv pack my room and so on.if not i cant go out.ROAR.haha.then watched tv and go to bed.but cant slp.
so i talked on the phone and sms with ppl till morning.hahaha!damn funny.woots(:
**************************************************************************************
seriously,im scare la.but im excited i hope nth go wrong and so on.

2007-11-20T16:29:00.000-08:00

hello.and yeah yeah.big fk.i have fallen down!wtf is this.hahahaa.there are many injuries that you can find on me.but seriously.im sorry my lesbian aw xinyu.hahahaa!cause is i make you fall until like that one.haha.
bbq at pasiris park ytd.then play with water ride bike and then fall down.then wash up and cut cake for bryson.omg.haa.is like we ate some cream only.and then the rest of the cake jue hong smash on amanda face and hair.haha.then later we sit sit i went to borrow tissue then later meet ppl.
& i dont wish to elaborate.hahahahaaa.but seriously i was quite pissed ytd.not with you guys but with myself la!hahaha.nvm.it over alrdy.why bother to think so much?i have fallen down and i need to climb bck up.as for what had happened recently,its just over la.i dont wish to think so much anymore & i dont wish to talk to them.thats it.
& lastly,for those who really cares,thank very much.you're appreciated.and i cant felt that there are not much.jus some sisters and frens.and sry for my fking attitude for the past few days .cause you will know how it felts when you are being so stressed up.and seriously,im alright now,i suspose.and my lesbian and sister must be alright too!rmb what you all have promised me.hahahaaa.
& i have fallen down,but i know i need to stand up again(:
ok.i sound so emo.hahahaha.

2007-11-10T11:41:00.000-08:00

hello my blog.haha.ytd cant post.aiya!forgot to post pic again.haha.nvm.nxt time then.hahaha!damn fun la.shall post tmr(:

2007-11-06T21:42:00.000-08:00

hello my blog my blog(:
my bill burst.raaaaaaaaaaaar.5 more days.
and yeps.
today didnt went to school.haha.cause i slept at 4 plus this morning and cant wake up.
tuesday(:
ytd was mother tongue day camp.or whatever shit is it.haha.learn painting mask and paper cuting.omg.big fk.haha!we were playing with the mask and then mine was scary.i shall post up the picture soon(:hahaha.i wanted to draw it nice nice.but then i cant la.cause i keep playing.then later went to toilet talk talk and recess then came up and slp slp.haha.till 11 plus gng 12 like that.slept only awhile.then later aft school alrdy.cab cherie to cp then me and ah les cab to my hse.haha.frog came also la.he say he wanted to visit my brother.then play till ard 4 plus i went to cp with ah les.then we met up with sister they all.but i left a short while later.i went up green to find derrick they all.then later went to play pool.or what-so-ever.hahaa.quite fun la.but difficult.cause im still a beginner(:then walk to frog hse with jin hong and waited for him to come down.haha.then ride to my hse downstair.and ym hand so sour.cause i grip the handle bar very tight.haha.then sit sit talk talk and so on la.he keep wanting me to go hme.but i didnt.so ride bck to green to eat.half way there.one stupid school bus stop in frnt suddenly then i jump off the bike.wtf?haha.cause im siting on the handle bar.then later the school bus go alrdy one grandma said we almost bump into her grand daughter.so we didnt explain much and then said sry and ride off to green.hahaa.excuse me.we were quite far alway frm her grand daughter la.haha.i wonder how she see.then later,eat finish then walk hme.frog came to my hse.haha.then watched tv till 10 then went hme.then after all,i went to bed and sleep.and then.i gt a phone call at ard 12 plus one.haha.then talk talk talk till 4 plus gng 5?or whatever?then went to bed.i was charging my hp.so i didnt hear any vibration and didnt pick up calls then.intedned to went to down meet up and slack one then went to school straight away.but i didnt went down la.cause im tire.and i scare tmr no energy go school.cause i thought we were gng out tmr.so i want to slp.but i regretted la.cause we today never go out.aiyo!i should have gone down.hahaa.btu anyway slept till 11 plus then wake up la.haha.
************************************************************************************
wah siao!i need alot money.broke.haha.i need to buy tons of stuffs.haha.my liquid eyeliner,blue skinny jeans,and my tops.aiyoyoyoyoyo!and i no money.and cant work.alamak.hope that phsyduck there can.booboo!BROKE. MONEY PLEASE COME TO ME.THANK YOU.

2007-11-05T13:39:00.000-08:00

hello(:
thursday
gt bck paper.maths.67/100.deprove la.
then thursday i cant rmb clearly what happened la.so dont intend to write (:
friday
went to school.have talk on pornography.damn funny.hahhaa.they keep saying ******.hahaha.but i felt aslp then.i borrowed ppl bag and stacked it on top of one another then slp.hahah!smart eh!but later my leg gt the stupid line marks.aft talk was inter-class tournament.i played captain ball.damn fun.super fun.hahaa.we won 2e2 i supposed?then break.andi was so bored that i played the paino in the canteen.and mr beng asked me to perform.hahahah.wtf?i dont even know how and i didnt learn.so i didnt say yes la.hahhaa.but lose to 2t1.cause they were very tall.wtf.haha.aft that was end of school but i hve gt odac.so stayed bck for odac.ok.training suck.just after exams and we were to do so much.10 mins of skipping rop,100 star jumps,100 sit ups,20 rounds of running.it suck to hell man.then i was stayed bck to see miss tan.wtf.hahaa.she asked me if i wanted to go to the camp.but i said dont know.so,shes was trying to find my problem again?hahaa.i dont know and dont want to know la.then we talk abt the camp thing and then she said she was unhappy abt my attitude ytd.then i replied so.then she ask me if i treat all teachers like that.then i said no.then she said then why am i so special.and i intended to say because i dont like you,but i didnt.i said half way then i stopped.hahaa.then she was waiting for me to say sry to her.but i didnt.hahahaha(:so,went hme.father fetched.and my leg was pain like hell.no strength la!hahaha.cant walk.omg.then aft having dinner with father,went hme then.meet up with ppl,liting ,weibin,donavan.at my hse.then went down to bbal court.saw derrick and frog there.hahaaa.then went to played hopscotch.damn fun la.then went to make phone calls on tmr things.haha.aiya!what a bad day it is.then saw my brother.then we talk then went to coffeee shop to eat.i drink coke only.hahaha.then sit sit talk talk went bck hme.wanted to go bck down but was not allowed la.thx to my fking attitude.and my brother.wtf?hahahaa.im sry guys(:real sry la.wtf.not gd mood.
saturday
went out with wanni and xuewei.and i was dumb.hahaha!went to bugis and then followed by vivo.fun la!then went to her hse.wait for father to fetch.
sunday
went to cp buy xinying presents and then wanni dad come fetch me.it was xy bday.haha.quite fun la!then went hme ard 10 plus.hahaa.and jiwen called me xiao lian.wth?hahahahaa.then my wrapper tears.cause i hit ah hao.hahaha.damn fun la.when we sit behind(:cant describe how fun(:
monday
i think i would better rot at hme then(:cause no money how go out.im too broke alrdy.money money,please come to me.im so bored la!i think i gng to meet up with you guys la!
underlines***************************************************************************
oh man.yes.im missing you tons la!wtf?i think of you almos always?but why?hahaa.aiyoyyoyo.i think im dead la.i shouldnt be missing you.but i dont know also.see you soon(:i hope.hahahaha
im missing you.yes you and everyone(:
and nowadys.im so stressed la.pls.if you dont understand me dont talk so much.thank very much for your cooperation.its appreciated if you does.

2007-10-31T20:36:00.000-07:00

hello(:
shes bck.haha.so lame-.-
cant rmb what eactly happens this few days.stm.omg.what is happening to me?!
last week having exams.school haven holis yet.wtf.haha.
gt bck paper this few days.omfh.
lit-42/60(im so shocked la.haha.i didnt study and read and yet.)
english-27/50(wtf.haha.so badly done la.my answers were funny)
chinese paper 1-51.5/70
paper 2-45.5/70
listening-18/20
combined science paper-12/55(i think is over 55)
bio-27/40?(i dont know is over how much.but i think so.)
history-12/43
haven take bck maths yet.see how badly i have done.haha.wtf?hahaha.
went to see doc ytd.cause im sick.then liting acc me.omg.im like ah toot.i hailed for the cab and i receive her msg saying she cab down find me.then i faster put my hand in.ppl thought im mad.then went to ave 8 see doc.haha.just bought medicine.wtf.then my mum came.i was shock la.haha!sry sister.cause my mum came and you have to go hme.hehe(:so sry.
then went to take me contacts.aiya!say alrdy then pissed.nvm.then i shall not say.haha!
today went to science centre.damn cool la!the movie.i mean not the show but the surrounding and so on.i watch half way almost slp.haha!then go dont know where see experiment?then went to eat mac.wtf.me and cherie QUEUE up to buy our mac.and then we when we about to eat,aft squeezing the sauces on the paper,teacher came and ask us to go out gather.wtf.then we put our burger inside the french fries box.haha.and the french fries we pour onto the paper wrap and go.wtf.then bus haven come yet.roar.we were made to sit on the floor waiting for the bus.walao!then bused bck to school and then went hme.play com till my hair dry and went bck to slp(:
omg.im geting fatter and fatter.shit ass.shall go for diet again(:
weijie says i dont have lady like!hahaha.he say i should be more girl and gentle.heh heh heh!

2007-10-27T13:45:00.000-07:00

hello.
went to escape ytd.haha.quite fun la.wtf.haunted hse was scary la.dumbass.
im sick.wtf.
having flu.idiot .tire.

2007-10-24T17:53:00.000-07:00

hey everyone.im having my last paper tmr.wtf?i think im gng to flunk all my paper.
haha!nice one man.the maths was stuper difficult la.though i had learn all the things alrdy.but i still like forget how to do and the formula.wtf?
tmr having the last paper.i think also no need do one la.haha(:
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
I MUST BE HAPPY
PLEASE CHEER UP.
CAUSE EVERYONES IS MAKING YOU HAPPY.
DONT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.

2007-10-17T15:30:00.000-07:00

hello!ha.
cheerful.
im happy now.hahahahaha!
went to weibin hse on friday.i thought i was studying.omg.im wrong.ha!then went to yishun eat crab and return hme then.walao.im super tire at that time that i slept at tere.oh.im lame la.
saturday
im dumb and stupid.haha.theres no tuition today and i went down.haha.so i reached phsyduck hse at ard 3 plus?ate steamboat and so on.then played majong with phsyduck le and kiat.ha!is so dumb la.le is the stupidest person.woolalala.then went hme ard 1 plus.haha
sunday
went to study with daryl under his void deck.but we didnt.played.lame la.we fed cat.then i gt free lunch.frm mac.and free delivery.oh.thanks alot joel!hhaa.then later went up daryl hse eat steamboat.alot ppl there also.then went hme.
monday
im smart.im hardworking.and yes im really.haha!went to dear teng hse to study.and she teach me alot of stuffs.
tuesday.
im abit retarded nowadays.stm too.cant rmb alot of things.i think its because im lack of slp.thats why.
today
stupid.i quarrel with chua.haha.cause i was slping and i duno how to do the science test paper so i did afew and went to slp.then he wake me up.then he walk away i slept again.then he come again ask me do my paper.i told him i do finish he say cnt slp.wtf?haha.then i say i alrdy do finish alrdy then you dun let me slp.then he say you nvr do finish still gt alot more.then i say i duno how to do.he asked me if i started revising alrdy i say yes then he say then why dont kno.then i say cause i duno then he ask me to try then i say i try until cnt try alrdy.then he say at least do finish.i was pissed so i said alrdy say try and dont know alrdy.then i say what you expect me to write then.say dont know alrdy mah.want me write i dont know in every question ah?haha.then he sae try.and walk away.liting was laughing.wtf.i was slping la.then he come wake me up.haha.i was having nice dreams.if im not perhaps i will just wake up la.haha.nvm.
and mostly.im so shocked man.i failed my eng oc.but i still gt b3.
ha!cool man.

2007-10-11T21:00:00.000-07:00

hello.
im sad.supper.
i wonder why.nowadays we have been quarreling.you rang me up and each and every time we will quarrel.i cant take it anymore.stressed.just why cant you all spend a time with me and listen to me?listen to what i want and we give in to each other instead of quarreling each and everytime?oh.fk it.we always end up crying everytime we quarrel.but whats for?all i ever wanted was simple.just you guys siting down and we talk.cant we do this properly?i did respect you all.but did you?im not a criminal or watsoever.so i hate you to question me as though i am one.you said you dont trust me ever since that day.but seriously.i didnt bluff you in the begining.when i heard about it,im totally disappointed.have you ever care about me?upon hearing this,i can broke into my tears.i still rmb that time when we quarreled.you wanted me to go hme.but now,will you?im all stressed up.but whos know?everyone in my family treat me like a criminal.am i at fault?i wanted to say sry to her.but can i?and how do i open my mouth?roar.i wanna be alone and cry it all out !i know you care for me.but is this the way?they say i have broke you guys heart.but didnt you brk mine too?

2007-10-06T18:44:00.000-07:00

hello.shes bck.hhaa(:
long story.she have been gng out everyday.ha.
okay.shal blog another day.and all who cares for me,i am at hme alrdy.they send me bck this morning.oh.flunk.
and i will link you soon edgar.ha!
thx for all!esp my lesbian and sister beside me ytd.or i would have beeen soooo sad.ha!im so glad!so.dun worry about me.im at hme alrdy.haha!cool man!

2007-09-30T21:22:00.000-07:00

oh.fk.eesing is dead.completely dead and is flat flat.ha.
she shall tell you another day.omg(:
i think i will be posting either aft exams or during exams when im free.ha!cause im gng to study like mad.

2007-09-18T16:00:00.000-07:00

hello(:im happy.
ha.school is fun.though lessons were boring and im feeling so slpy.ha!with all my frens ard me,i felt so happy and high.ohman.
ha.forgotten to bring my pcase.ha.borrowed pen and pencil frm stanley.and im like hell man.stupid daryl ang!bastard.make me fall and sit on the chair.wth.
i dun think i would be using com for the nxt few weeks unless exams are over.i need to study hard.shit man!stresssed!

2007-09-17T16:00:00.000-07:00

hello.
today.
nth special.sia la.interesting hme econ.haha(:make pizza.haha.i didnt eat.cause after school i gt that stupid dumb detention.wtf?haha.me and denton went tgt.then later see them kill bee.haha!then my detention was cutten short.cause teacher duno run until where when the ppl killing the bee.so i went hme with denton.haha!
im having this stupid slight fever and coughing and flu.thx to xxxxxx la!bastard.haha(:
im saded:(

2007-09-16T19:31:00.000-07:00

hello.im super high now.haha!because of the ppl ard me.haha!so happy la!walao.
ytd.
15 of sept.
haha!went out with liting and xinyu.went century sq.watch movie.with their frens also.haha.then later cab to hougang.at first wana go wanni hse see if jh at him anot.haha.then can watch secrect anot.haha.but in e end went to vanessa advance bday.haha.didnt cut cake.he.sry!(:
16 of sept.today.haha!im SUPER DUPER HIGH MAN!hahaa.
wake up very early.haha!then talk talk.haha.then later i was about to slp!and then that jiwen come do com for use.walao!then i cant slp.wth.haha.nvm.then we all talk jokes and play games.i played psp.haha!then later watched power ranger until i slp.haha.funy la!then i slp until i choked with saliva?wtf?haha.then went bck to slp again.then wtf.ppl call me.haha.wake me up alrdy then say nvm you continue go slp.heh!wth.haha.nvm i was about to continue my slp.then gt ppl sms me again.wah!then i nvr slp alrdy.haha.watched tv.the old old show.damn funny la.haha.then stupid cousin hit me three times.im gng to get bck to him.haha.then phoned sunflower.he is very funny la!then later come online ard 6.30.haha.my com is laggin now.i cant play or do anything now.wth?hhaa!
anyway im just very high.because of my conversation with ah pak sunflower canxing and weijie.and mostly,my dearteng!haha.stupid girl har?scld me gnd.hhaa!heh!haha.we laughed like mad on the phone la.cause of sth.haha.damn funny.wth.i cant stop thinking of it.haha!

2007-09-14T20:30:00.000-07:00

hello.hey!
haha.saded.omg.history thing was damn boring.
slept on bus they said i slp very funny.do i?had a quarrel later.wah.damn pissed la!wtf?
gt back my report bk.and it was just average la.haha.3 As 1b 2C 1f9.
haha.

2007-09-13T20:32:00.000-07:00

hello!haha.saded!ahah.
went school.slept again.omg.im such a loser.everyday go school slp.
haha.then later talk and then went hme.ohh lala!for lit.we didnt prepare anything but we manage to act out cause we borrow others ppl stuff and all.haha.
aft school went hme then meet up with xinyu and liting and amanda and cherie and cherie fren and cherie fren cousin.haha!then later separated frm xy and liting.went with cherie they all.went hm.then later go to library read awhile then talk jokes.haha!then happy ending.go hme.haha.but is very early!cause tmr having school.laughs.

2007-09-12T22:05:00.000-07:00

hello.

8 of september.

went to find mum at yishun cause my uncle fetching us to my aunt factory.haha.everyone was there la.and we play play play.oh man.so fk la.haha.okay.the hot dogs were nice(:and my cousin is lame!sheryl kept asking for the same question.which i felt so wtf.can you change some topic?haha(:took her hp.see ard.haa.then ah boy ah!haha.poor thing la.i screamed alot of times.thx to the chair and lee zhan le!heh.make me almost fall.then kelvin kenrick kadrant were super cute la!

9 of sep.
eesing was happy.haha that all i gt to say(:loves

10 of sep

haha!even happier.cause i bla bla bla.ahaa!today im stupid and im dumb.omg.hhaa!blurrrr sotong la!thx to teng ah!haha.we laughed like mad tgt.and talk like mad.it was indeed a fun and enjoyable day!which i loves loads.

11 of sep

heh!stupid donavan!make me waited for 15 mins.ard 15 mins.tmd.was late la.haha!nvm then.heh!was a bad daytoday.i slept in class.sh!t man.hha!wasnt very happy la.

12 of sep

haha!ee sing is very happy.and shes confused.omg.haha!cool man.i saw the so called brother again.and i feel like laughing out.haha!cause it makes me rmb that incident.which im like so blur.haha!science test was super shit .i didnt kno how to do.

2007-09-08T16:00:00.000-07:00

hellos.im happier,
but still sad.
haha.i duno wat happend.mms.
wednesday.
went out with ah wei n ah pak.haha!bought somes clothings.haha.owe ah wei 10 dollars.im gng to return her on monday.for sure.i will.haha!then went hme(:
thursday
rest.haha.rejected all ppl.bleah.
friday
went to pasirs park.for cycling.n all.play ard.fun la!haha.shall post the pic up some other tims.(:

2007-09-04T20:30:00.000-07:00

hellos everyone.im sad.haha!
nyaa.i dun feel like learning all those stuffs.seriously.haha!
have been gng for the first aid course tis two days.is funny.n learn alot of things.me n kezia laughing like mad today.when daryl darrick n javier demo the dun wat carry thing.i even had darrick picture on my bk.haha.with a red red face.i think they are at the chalet now.which is like im not gng.cus they gng on wed.but not thurs.haha!damn sia!

2007-09-01T12:39:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello.
nice one.ytd went for dragon boating.n i have become so black.i duno i gt sun burn anot.but i kno my face have.whole face red.red-est is my nose.wth.haha.
waky up ard 7.cus of my mum.so early wake me up.haha.i didnt brought lunch so i sms darrick ask him help me.n i was the person who save him.haha!nice one.he thx me alot.for waking him up.so he brought bread for me.then set off for dragon boating.haha.quite fun but very hot.super hot.my skin become very black.wa lao.haha.so later i went to cp eat n then went to wanni hse with darrick.cus he live same blk.haha.then we sit in the bus n tok.damn funny!we argued about the hse thing.where is the toilet n rooms.haha.then very funny.so later we tok tok tok then gt one guy he sits behind us.then he suddenly pop out in between our heads.then we kana scare.haha.very funny.then i keep laughing.so later.walk to wanni hse.half way tere we heard ppl quarreling.n arguing.about duno wat thing.haha.damn loud.darrick was funny!he go say i feel like gng up n see wat is happening.cus it looks very interesting.then he walk to another lane near the hse.haha.but we are suppose to walk another lane.haha!damn sia.so later i went to wanni hse but wanni not at hme.i went to bath n then yj they all came.haha.then play ard.n so on la.aha.yj father told me about alot of thing.omg.is scary man!

2007-08-30T10:52:00.000-07:00

hellos.
thursday
i went to school.n found out that it suck.really.it do.i shouldnt have go thursday.anywayes.im almost late for school.haha.shit man!so in school stdy n play ard.haha
later go hme changed n meet liting.walk ard cp.then later pass file to daryl n went to meet donavan.wtf.he was at hougang bus 74 interchange tere.but i was at sengkang.so it was so fk man.waited for him so long then found out is at hougang.haha.so me n liting bused to her dear hse n meet downstairs.aha!sit ard n i went hme very quickly.cus my uncle coming to my hse do the heater thing.then my mum wanted to bath.so i went hme n open door for my uncle.haha!
friday
today i nvr go school.haha!later gng out.thats all.haha(:
conclusion
wtf?things went out wrong.haha.n tmr have dragon boating.omg.it suck.8am to 6pm.im gng to become like bangla.shit man!hate that.hopes tmr rain big big.no sun!

2007-08-29T14:44:00.000-07:00

hellos
monday
haha!late for school.shit ass.then went bck class.n do my works.yeah!im a gd girl.and the stupid english test was super difficult.wtf?
tuesday
sucks man.fk.haha.not a gdddddd day.i thought it has finish.but it didnt.wtf.hate it.haha!having some problems ah!tuesday is a bad bad day.cus i took bck my eng test thing i score quite well for comprehension.but then my summary suck man.haha!one failed one just pass.n my chi.wtf.lowest i ever get la.58.5/100.shit man!haha.my results are dropping.saded.
wednesday
today.i didnt went to school.but i wake up at 6.30 cus alarm rang.i sms donavan told him tat i not gng school call him ownself go then i went bck to slp.until 12 plus or wat.haha!im still tired.bryson told me tat today whole day recess.haha.no need study.wtf?haha.but its better to stay at hme n slp rather than go school n play or slp.cus hme gt bed.school gt only tables n chairs.and wat can we play?haha.so.im not a loser.heh!
conclusion for three dayys.
hhaa.lame shit.my brother kno im feeling bad.alot ppl kno oso.haha!but i didnt told them.except some la.sian la!saturday gt dragon boating.n my first aid form haven hand in yet.omg!wtf.haha!its gng to be holidays real soon.only one week.aft tis one week holidays im gng to pick myself up n study real hard.remind me!haha.im still considering if i should go to their chalet.fk man.should i?everythings free tere except i have to pay my own ticket for wild wild wet!should i go?n.i saw ur flower and ur msg.thx alot!a flower to cheer u up.aha!i will rmb!

2007-08-22T20:36:00.000-07:00

im happy im very happy im veyr veyr happy.seriously!
cus i score well for my test man.except hiostory.haha!5/22.wtf?!
english 39/50.im the highest(not being proud here,but its first time.hopes teres a second time!)
maths 21/30.(i thought i would fail!)
science 29/50(its not veyr gd.but at least i improved!can score better.if i did study electricity)
history 5/22(haha!cus i dun understand the topic)
anyways im quite happy la!
looking forward to saturday.

2007-08-17T23:43:00.000-07:00

hellos.haha(:
have dragon boat.cant go for the poly thingy.wtf.haha!
anyways tire.n cold.super cold.was under the rain.then cleaned up n went to cp eat with kaven daryl denton n darrick.N IM STUPID!shallnt say about it.is ps=xomg.
so aft buying stuffs frm my brother was rushing hme.watch tv!haha!wtf?!i wanted to see the ending.then in the end.they say continue to watch episode 2 coming up ard december!arr!i shouldnt have rushed hme la!should slowly.haha.
okay.n my maths was horribly done.cus of my stupid calculator!raaaar.okays.tire!(:

2007-08-14T15:53:00.000-07:00

hello!i wannnnnn to study.for now.haha!cus my results are very poor.omg.
im dumb.haha.i keep on complaining tire n wana slp.so.to prevent myself frm slping.i drew CANNOT SLEEP and wake me up if i sleep on a peice of paper.n paste it onto my pencil case.haha.im lame hor?but really works la.when im slping during the boring movie,alot ppl came knocking my table n wake me up.haha!
haha!
so today.test again.heh!im tire la.veyr tire.haha.wana slp but cant.ahhh!
pissed.n stupid home econ.make me headach.wtf?!
n ytd me n parents tok.haha.they ask me y he haven call yet?i said duno.haha.damn!y he haven call yet?
then went to bed.todays is fun!n busy.n tiring.
wth?im gng to study right now.cus my results are poor.very poor.haha.damn.i wana stop playing.n wheres it?awwwww!kept for a long long long long time alrdy leh!
okay.im mad.

2007-08-10T20:51:00.000-07:00

hellos.
blog.haha!didnt went school during wed.went out later.shoped.bought bottoms!haha.we're mad la!then went hme(:
thursday.national day.
i missed the fireworks.haha.didnt have a chance to look at it.cus i was all along outside!sucks man!
friday.which is today.
went out with wanni n xuewei.omg omg.we walked alot.everyone have things to buy.haha!i think i walked the most okay.haha.we alight at cityhall.then went to marina square.then went to raffles city or wat?then we went out.to penisula shoping centre.n it sux!haha.then later walk to esplanade.then anyhow walk here walk tere.e weather was tiring.n dman schorching.i wonder how wanni felts with her long sleeves haha!then walked until clark quay.n i was stupid!merlion i saw.n loads more.im stupid n dumb n very funny la!hahahaa.bought bottoms today.thx cherie!haha
n im hunting for tops now.(:

2007-08-04T23:25:00.001-07:00

hellos!
went out with mum today.fun!ate alot.buy my school shoes!finally.
bought tops too!haha.
sry guys.tat i ps u all last minutes!

2007-08-04T23:25:00.000-07:00

hellos!
finally went out with mum.to hougang mall n hartland.haha.
bought tops n my school shoes.
finally.haha(:
fun!ate alot.
im sry guys.tat i ps u all last minutes.haha.cus my mom is not everytime free.so i went out with her.haha.is not purposely one la!sry!

2007-07-30T21:47:00.000-07:00

hellos.byebye.haha.
lame shit-.-
having a slight slight fever jus now.
stupid!
stay in the air con super cold.then come out super hot.haha!dumb dumb!
haha.toking with my lover on phone jus now!n its funny!(:
-.-
n im so blur n stupid):

2007-07-28T12:13:00.000-07:00

hellos.
ytd.went for tuition.then later went hme to slp.but cant get into slp.so went down meet donavan n his brother.chat chat chat aft awhile until like 5 plus went hme.waked my brother up.haha.cus he meeting them.then i went out with my father.ate kfc at rivervale or watever shit.then tok with him n so on.returned hme then.haha.lame shit la!
ohh.tat guy(:
i misses you.

2007-07-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

hellos.
facing problems right now.oh.fk man.
didnt went anywhere today.dun have the mood to.sry didnt meet up.
haha.cus i was charging my phone.then silent mote.so i duno.when i kno its alrdy like so late.haha(:
slept then very late today.haha.frm 2 plus until 5 plus.super?lame shit.
fkfkfkfkfk.
lazy to post.
btw.thx to those who had been accompanying me throughtout.haha.ryan bryson them n so on.

2007-07-26T20:54:00.000-07:00

hellos.
oh.fk up.wtf.hell hell hell.tmd.
was so fked up.tmd.
was somehow like being accused or watever shit la.call my parents if u wan to.cus i didnt do anything wrong.like i say.when are we right?nvr.
okay.n e person who say everything tat is not true.
have wushu today.which i didnt take up.then is e stupid oc.im so pissed.12 out of 20 did not do.5 out of 20 are the same ppl who nvr do all.n they oso stand tere n did nth.then is like i gt take out pen n write out stuffs aft awhile.i went to ask things but not ard the class.is beside me.then she shouted at me.n complained.shitass la.pls la.12 out of 20.me?
shall not make me more angry by posting up this stupid ass stuffs.
then was recess eng , science , chi.
eng wth.get the sclding again.is like wat did i do wrong?some ppl could witness tat.whereas u werent tere when it happend.tat wat my mum said.
so science was okok.then was chinese.having test.teache say i have been making up exucses.oh pls god.
aft school see mr muru.tell me everything.i was very very veyr very super angry.okay.
so i waited for tat stupid idiot until almos 5.wtf?heheh!then went hme tgt.
my mum called n told me how to do all those stuffs.haha!sossoo.i was too angry.tat i told her everything.haha!shes more funnier than me!she said i should have say more for myself.she say if im nto wrong i should say bck my reasons.haha.she say she would bck me up.
ohh!my mother is so gd!
haha.tmr have to see him in the morning.wth.wonders wats hes gng to do